Penname: ysar [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 24 Jan 2010
Membership status: Administrator
Bio:

~ I am prepared to meet anyone, but whether anyone is prepared for the great ordeal of meeting me is another matter ~


ABOUT ME:
I read. I write. I yell at people a lot. I rarely get enough sleep, and I survive primarily on caffeine and nicotine. I'm horribly anti-social and generally avoid people, but I make an exception for bloodofbeckie, whom I love like you wouldn't believe.


WHO I AM IN THE FANDOM:
I'm an admin here at TWCS, where I host fanfic contests and run around looking for stories to feature.  I'm also an admin/beta/site designer at SparklyRedPen, a fantastic new beta service for the Twi-fandom.  And when I'm not sleeping, I'm running a little site I own, TwiFic Central, a complete guide to what's going on in the Twific fandom.






Web Site: www.ysar.info
Beta-reader: No
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Stories by ysar
Summary: Past Featured Story

"The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we're afraid."
The lie he told to protect her has had nine years to destroy her, and it's time to pick up the pieces.

 


Categories: Twilight, All Human
Characters: None
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19550 Read Count: 22750
[Report This] Published: 21 Nov 2011 Updated: 04 Jan 2012
Beneath the Thunder by ysar Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary: Past Featured Story

 

A bartender, a singer, a loner, and a storm. Everything changes beneath the thunder.

 

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10540 Read Count: 956
[Report This] Published: 04 Jan 2012 Updated: 04 Jan 2012
Summary: Past Featured Story

When Bella Swan's typical teenage life is forever changed, she's forced to rely on a brother she barely knows and the makeshift family that surrounds him.  AH, OOC, ExB

"Darlin’, I have some bad news,” Wes began, and what he said next ripped my world apart.

I knew he was talking, trying to explain what happened, trying to lessen the blow. His lips were moving, but the pain was so loud I couldn’t hear him. My father was dead. Dad, the only family I really had, was gone, and I was…what?

 

*banner by FrozenSoldier


Categories: Twilight
Characters: None
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17212 Read Count: 7593
[Report This] Published: 25 Sep 2011 Updated: 26 Dec 2011
Broken by ysar Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 103]
Summary: Past Featured Story

I wasn't like the women in those movies.  You know, the ones you catch on the Lifetime network when you're channel surfing over a pint of ice cream at two in the morning?  Everything was perfect.  My grades were good, my college was paid for, and the future of my dreams was set.  Until it wasn't.

 

Banner by FrozenSoldier


Categories: Twilight, All Human
Characters: None
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33666 Read Count: 15496
[Report This] Published: 27 Jan 2010 Updated: 13 Dec 2011
Breathe Again by ysar Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 149]
Summary: Past Featured Story

You know those fics where Edward doesn't come back and Bella forgets about him and five seconds later she's in bed with Jacob and none of it makes any damn sense?
Yeah, this isn't one of them.

A BELLIE AWARDS NOMINEE!

This story picks up from the moment in New Moon when Jacob has driven Bella home after the cliff diving incident, right before he catches the scent of Alice. Only in this telling, Alice wasn't looking, so there's no sudden appearance at Bella's house, no Rosalie calling Edward and sending him on a suicidal mission to Volterra, and no reason for Bella to do anything but believe that Edward didn't love her anymore. This is simply a story of what might have happened if everyone stayed mostly in character and Edward's return was delayed. Yes, delayed. Because we all know that he was "this close" to coming back on his own anyhow.
So what would have happened if Bella had tried to move on with her life?  Would she have found happiness with Jacob?  And would Edward be too late?

* First in a series of stories that tell of Bella and Jacob during Edward's absence, Bella's start at college, and the Cullens' eventual return.


~I thought of Jacob’s warm arms wrapped around me, his infectious laughter, and his ability to keep me from falling to pieces again… The pain choking my heart relaxed and I could breathe.~

 

~“More than anything,” I whispered, not caring what I'd just agreed to. When it came to Bella, it didn't matter what the question was. I just wanted.~

Winner of:

Best Author, Most Romantic, Favorite Jacob, Most Suspenseful, & Best WIP in the Wolfpack Awards | Best Non-Canon Pairing (Incomplete) and Best WIP in the Moonlight Awards | Best During the Series in the Razzle Dazzle Awards | The Storyteller Award in the Shimmer Awards | Best JacobxBella in the Silent Tear Awards | Best Jacob Point of View in the Twilight Twins Awards


Categories: Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: None
Genre: Romance, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9, Jacob Black Wins the Girl
Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 163880 Read Count: 33081
[Report This] Published: 28 Jan 2010 Updated: 12 Sep 2010
Forgotten by ysar Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

Sookie awakens to find the world she knew is gone, having been replaced with people and a past she doesn't recognize.

 

~I was dreaming. I had to be. Things always get mixed up in dreams, right? People and places get switched around…you walk upstairs only to find yourself swimming…you try to run, but your legs feel like they are wading through wet cement…~

 


Categories: Southern Vampire Mysteries/True Blood, Alternate Universe
Characters: Eric/Sookie
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2375 Read Count: 1277
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 28 Feb 2010
Undone by ysar Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Bill loves Sookie, but can she trust him? Eric wants Sookie, but does he love her? Two determined vampires, one stubborn telepath, and a big decision to make. 


Categories: Southern Vampire Mysteries/True Blood, Alternate Universe
Characters: Eric/Sookie
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5011 Read Count: 522
[Report This] Published: 27 Jan 2010 Updated: 28 Feb 2010
Concession by ysar Rated: T [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Post #61: Confessions. Charlie's reasoning behind relaxing the rules and a peek at his talk with Jacob.

 

So yeah, there was a boy in my daughter's bed, and I wasn't entirely sure he deserved to see another day.

 

 

One-shot.


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Charlie/None
Genre: Drama, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3275 Read Count: 323
[Report This] Published: 30 Jan 2010 Updated: 30 Jan 2010
Envy by ysar Rated: T [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Posts 39-54. Rachel's having a tough time adjusting, and she's been taking it out on Bella. One-shot.

 

~ So I was jealous. I could admit that. I just couldn’t admit it to her. ~

 

 


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Drama, One-Shot, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2212 Read Count: 178
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 29 Jan 2010
Destined by ysar Rated: T [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Chapter Fifty-Three: Nuisance. Jessica is convinced that she and Embry are destined to be together. One-shot.

~"Finally a guy that was worth it. And just in time for prom.." ~


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Drama, One-Shot, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2129 Read Count: 191
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 29 Jan 2010
Pursuit by ysar Rated: T starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Post #43: Waiting. Victoria pieces together the circumstances behind James's disappearance and plans her revenge. One-shot.

 

~ He was my killer and my savior. And now he was nothing. ~

 

 

~ A part of me was gone. I could still see his soft red eyes and feel the gentle curtain of his blond hair brushing against my cheek. When I breathed deeply enough I could imagine his sweet scent filling my lungs. I had to find him. ~


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Action, Drama, One-Shot, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1503 Read Count: 184
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 29 Jan 2010
Confrontation by ysar Rated: T [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again Post #s 37 & 38: Questions.  Charlie receives a call from one meddling Mrs. Newton, and Jacob's reaction leaves his head spinning. One-shot.

 

~ Well…crap. Bella had told me that I didn’t need to worry about…that. And Miranda Newton was certainly not the best source for unembellished facts, but half-dressed and making out in a parking lot? I was in my car and headed to La Push within seconds. ~

 


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Drama, One-Shot, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1471 Read Count: 317
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 29 Jan 2010
Loyalty by ysar Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Chapters 33 & 34: Mischief.

What kind of friend would Embry be if he just stood by and let Lauren come in between Jake and Bella? (One-shot)

~If you asked me, Jake was lucky Bella even bothered to come to him about it instead of just dumping him. And now he was too scared of stirring up trouble and upsetting Bella to do anything about it.~

~The pack was lucky, too, because dealing with Jake when he and Bella were on the outs was no picnic. But a call to Leah and a trip to Forks High would solve everything.~

 


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Drama, One-Shot, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2589 Read Count: 297
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 29 Jan 2010
Gossip by ysar Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Chapter 23: Comfort

 

Bella skips lunch, and misses out on some very interesting conversation.

 

~ "Whatever," said Jessica, rolling her eyes. "You know Bella. She just has to have any guy I like." ~

 

 

But Angela's there to see and hear it all.


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Drama, One-Shot
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1309 Read Count: 332
[Report This] Published: 29 Jan 2010 Updated: 29 Jan 2010
Wisdom by ysar Rated: T [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to upcoming Chapters 9 & 10: Revelation. Sam and Emily try to figure out what's going on with Jacob and what's causing Bella's volatile reactions.

 

~"Her name's Bella," he replied defensively. "Jake's got some kind of bizarre relationship with her."~

 

 

One-shot.


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, Alternate Universe
Characters: Other Misc Char or Pairings(nc)
Genre: Drama, One-Shot, Young Adult
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: A Blazing Sun, 108.9
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1211 Read Count: 326
[Report This] Published: 28 Jan 2010 Updated: 28 Jan 2010
Sweet Sorrow by ysar Rated: M starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Past Featured Story

 

The conversation Sookie should have had with Bill after all he'd put her through. Post FDtW. (One-shot)

 

fs


Categories: Southern Vampire Mysteries/True Blood, Canon
Characters: Sookie/Bill
Genre: Drama, One-Shot
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1468 Read Count: 240
[Report This] Published: 27 Jan 2010 Updated: 27 Jan 2010