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Bio:
I read way too much, always have probably always will. Technology only enables my addiction. heehee
33 years old, wife to my high school sweetheart and mother of a beautiful 14 year old girl, a handsome 12 year old boy, and my 15 year old 'extra son' a friend of my daughter's who had no place to go and needed a 'momma bear'to love him.
We all live in Canada.
This is a Bella/Emmett story. It's all human and a little OOC. Its AU/AH. Rated M for a reason. Bella and Alice work at a fancy hotel in down town Seattle. Alice is dating Jasper and living with Bella. Emmett is a pro football player and they meet at a party at the hotel. They have fun but will a long distance romance ensue or will there be other challenges along the road.
Categories: Twilight, Non-Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Emmett
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: My favs past present and future
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 115126 Read Count: 12393
Date: 08 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Aloha
Well the wedding was not a surprise, everyone knew it would happen. Alice having a small quiet wedding now that was a shocker!
I knew eddie was feeling bad about trying to break up em and bella, but what is he gonna do about james?
Date: 09 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Truths of Reasons and Facts
well at least eddie acted like a big boy in the end and stood up to take the blame of what he has done. and em let him live, if only to keep momma e from losing a son. heehee
now time to see what they will do to bring james down!
Date: 09 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Dirty Deeds
seems like james has a lot of shit going on on the side. now they just have to put it all together and take him down!
Date: 09 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 23: About Time
yay a mini emmie! and thank goodness the wedding is soon so she can still fit in her dress and stuff!
Date: 09 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 24: Unexpected, Unplanned but not Unwanted
everything is just falling into place! wouldn't life be great if it worked that way? but alas that is why we have ffn!
Date: 09 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 25: Significant Moments
the wedding sounded beautiful. hell of a long plane ride, but they had sexy times so it was worth it! heehee and a little girl on the way! yay!
Date: 09 Nov 2010 Title: Chapter 26: Epilogue
aww 3 babies! wow! life is good and life is beautiful.
thank you for sharing your story!
suzie :)
Bella and Carlie are twins with mysterious powers.What's the fallout after they are abducted by a psychotic vampire? OOC! mostly canon pairings some OC's
NOW COMPLETE!
BEING BETA'D AS OF 9/19/10
Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Ageise02's not read yet, Ageise02 Current Reads
Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 240263 Read Count: 18342
Date: 23 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39 Countdown
It is time! And what the hell do these guys have planned as a backup? A nuclear bomb! Let me guess I'm right?!...
Author's Response: there might be a bomb involved somewhere *evil laugh*
Date: 12 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 Goodbye Sunshine, Hello Hell.
had to read this oneit sounds like it will be pretty cool. :)
Author's Response: it was my first fic and far from perfect
Date: 12 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2 Forks aka 7th Level of Hell
wow what could claire have done? or is this just the 'swan girl guilt'?
Author's Response: it's guilt
Date: 12 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3 No, You Did Not Just Do That
yup 'swan girl guilt' here's to hoping that she will be able to get past it...
Author's Response: Carlie is a hard character for most readers to like and you don't find out until later that she is bipolar, which is why she's crazy all the time
Date: 12 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4 Two Teenage Girls, one bathroom? Grab the Camcorder, I'm putting this on YouTube!
well it seems these two have a lot to get through. so much the same but still so different. wonder what they think of jake?
Author's Response: lol you'll see
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5 Not so starcrossed after all?
well carlie and jake huh? that means bella and the vamp. so sad to see the girls trying to deal with the loss of their parents, all while hiding it from eachother and the world around them.
next off to school...
Author's Response: I always felt bad for Jake, and wanted to give him a girl that would love him unconditionally and keep him on his toes
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6 High School. Oh, Joy
well it seems that edward reacts to bella in the usual maner. i wonder if the feelings are the same towards carlie?
maybe miss carlie might happen to take a swing by the rez? to see a certain wolf?
Author's Response: But this Edward is a lot different from the books
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7 HIM
ohhhh! it looks like someone has imprinted! wonder how long till carlie and bella have a talk about all of this?
Author's Response: with these two, who knows? lol
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8 New Car!
well that is one couple down and still we have yet to see eddie again...
Author's Response: he'll be back, promise
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9 Changes
wow she really has it bad. i wonder if jake knows that they have imprinted?
Author's Response: he doesn't realize it until after he phases
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10 Roses and Revelations
well i wonder how the nightly sleepovers are gonna work when there is a wolf in one room and a vamp in the other? BTW when are we gonna see our eddie boy? poor miss b is all alone...
Author's Response: lol very carefully
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 Don't Panic
well now looks like these two may have feared the worst and not reality. i wonder how the week wll go for them without seeing eachother all the time? and i wonder if billy knows that this is an imprint?
Author's Response: Billy knows, that's why he never says anything
Date: 13 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12 Love at First Sight?
wow they can do the mind talking thing! and did they ever hit the ground running! all hands and kisses right out of the gate!
Author's Response: so many teenagers are like that, so I thought I'd run with it
Date: 14 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13 It's Complicated
well like i said this is gonna make for some interesting nights, when they have a wolf in one room and a vamp in the other. the boys are gonna have to get their shit under control. no mortal enemies crap!
i like that eddie is a badass, smoking, swearing, etc.
Author's Response: the girls won't tolerate the whole mortal enemies crap...and I love this Edward too
Date: 14 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16 The Duel
well aren't they all just a cute little mixed spieces family!
i gotta say i LOVED carlie when she was threatening sam! that shit was too funny, and i could totally see myself doing that!
now i wonder what james is up to..............
Author's Response: If Bella has no sense of self preservation, I wonder what one would say about Carlie lol
Date: 14 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 Date Night
well we have a wolf! it was nice to see that eddie and jake made it through their first encounter with eachother without getting into a fight.
Author's Response: all for the sake of the girls, at first
Date: 14 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15 Furploded?
well now they have fully bonded! *sigh* so sweet in a wild kinda way but would expect no less from these two.
and what kind of trouble has jake gotten into already?!?!?!?
Author's Response: Jake in trouble? surely you jest lol
Date: 15 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17 Playing House
yay bella and eddie have done the nasty! and boy it was an entire family affair! and not in the orgy kind of way, heehee. also very happy to see that the whole group seems to be meshing together so well. this is giant leaps in the right direction for vamp - wolf relations. lol! and b&e have decided to come out to the school and everyone else.
Author's Response: yeah, I wasn't into the whole prude thing in the original series, so I just took it and ran lol
Date: 15 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18 Let the Chaos Commence
wow that was some pretty heavy shit! you had me kinda lulled into a false sence of security with this little family and thoughts of mortal enemies and warring between wolves and vamps were kinda pushed to the side. of course carlie has it in the forefront, she is the emotional one.
but hey did you not have a chapter a few back where carlie and jake had spooning sex first thing in the morning? i am not sure, i'm at work reading offline so i can't check. but i am pretty sure it was jake's first day of school at forks high. in this chapter you say they have not had sex again since the first time when jake was rough and the spooning sex was not rough it was 'slow and sweet'
Author's Response: It's possible that I messed up the continuity somewhere, when I get a chance, I'll go back and read to make sure
Date: 15 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19 Effing with Siege Engines
oh snap! you leave the humans alone for 10 minutes....
so cute that leah and allan imprinted but now misha is left out :( unless maybe seth will be her one? or maybe a new vamp or wolf? you can't leave her out of the love'n
Author's Response: yeah, humans always finding trouble lol and Mischa won't be left out for long
Date: 15 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20 Taken
wow they doubled down to pool their powers and became one to kick james's ass. that was awesome. not such weak little humans now huh?
Author's Response: nope :-) lol
Date: 15 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21 Fallout
has carlisle diagnosed carlie or bella with anything yet? i mean in terms of mental issues? they should all be seeing someone to talk to about all that has happened, like a shrink. i know it would be hard to find the right one as the story of what happened would sound loony enough to send them all to the nuthouse. but there has to be someone they can talk to so they can all move past this.
Author's Response: eventually you find out that Carlie is bipolar, which is the source of her wild mood swings
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22 Good Intentions usually blow up in your face.
i wondered from the beginning if charlie was their real dad. my guess is yes. and now he gets to join in on the family secrets!
Author's Response: ;-) can't say
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23 Vegas or Dust
well you certainly took us on an emotional rollercoaster with this one! we weent from hot and steamy in the shower, to laughing at em-on-a-stick (heehee), to sexy on the dance floor, to love and sweetness of the proposal to the excitement of the chase, to fear in the fight, to sadness at charlie's memories and death, to disbelief at carlie's fading out, and you left us floored by bella's change.
how long was carlie out for?
awesome chapter.
Author's Response: If I remember correctly, she was out a few days
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24 The Truth Effing Hurts
but charlie isn't dead, you made it sound like he was changed. looks like the family dynamic has changed yet again and they all need to learn and adjust.
Author's Response: he was changed, but he's not happy about it
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25 More Changes
jake was very astute(?) in his explaination of what has happened to the twin bond, makes perfect snce.
wonder how long till we hear wedding bells?
and who is the strange man from the cemetary?
Author's Response: Jake was always smarter than I thought people gave him credit for
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26 Carpediemquam minimum credulapostero or Seize the day and place no trust in tomorrow
well it sucks that carlie feels she needs to be separated from the family but she has to deal with all of the changes that have taken place. and i knew seth would imprint on micsha! look back in my reviews and you will see i called it!
Author's Response: you did call it! not many people believed I would put Seth with and "older" woman lol
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27 Burning
poor carlie, she needs to have someone force her to talk and force her to deal with this.
Author's Response: she does, but there aren't many people who can convince her to do that
Date: 16 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28 Secrets
see now that is what she needed! everyone else needed to tell bella and bella needed to open her eyes and say it.
hope now they can start moving carlie towards healing...
Author's Response: hopefully
Date: 17 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29 Oh Shit
this girl just can not catch a break!
Author's Response: lol I know
Date: 17 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30 Fighting Again?
so happy to see that carlie is almost back. getting her will back seems to have been the key. and getting seriously pissed seems to be the key to that.
the dildos on the car was just to funny!
Author's Response: lol I know!
Date: 18 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31 Moving Forward...Maybe
so what is charlie? i thought she healed him in time for the change to happen, so he really isn't a zombie vamp is he?
Author's Response: no, he completely healed, but his mind is overwhelmed and he is more than a little confused
Date: 18 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 32 Half-Life
Well it is nice to see everyone is moving past the past and looking to the future. The road to recovery...
Author's Response: it's not an easy road, but they are trying
Date: 20 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 33 WTF?!
Well that was a lot more tame than I thought it would be with having everyone drinking! I wonder. If the vamps will want more liquer on other special occasions? And as for the purposal well that was just too sweet!
Author's Response: lol I agree that it will only be used on special occasions
Date: 20 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34 Small Victories
All of that and all carlie wanted to do was tell her story, and be shown a little respect. Tanya is an idiot! And she damned well deserved what she got and should be greatfull she was allowed to leave alive! Family protects family!
Author's Response: yep :-)
Date: 20 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35 Something Wicked This Way Comes
So loved the last line it is just so true and definately speeks to the coming batle.
Author's Response: It might sound cocky to some, but to this dysfunctional family, it's just a testament to how far they will go for each other
Date: 20 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36 Coups and Monsters
Wow I feel sorry for the new girl! Having carlie get all up in your shit has gotta be scary as hell. God I love carlie she is so much like me! Well except I don't cut and I haven't been kidnapped and raped, and I'm not a witch or a twin...guess I'm just an uber bitch with no real excuse for it! Heehee
Author's Response: Who needs to have an excuse to be a bitch? I sure as hell don't lmao
Date: 20 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37 Progress Through Epic Failure
Wow seriously messed up story of how mish and allan came to be. But hey it fits with the fuckery that is this family. Love em's responce to allan being bi!
Author's Response: lol yeah, leave it to Emmett to say something utterly ridiculous
Date: 22 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38 Graduation Jitters
Well it is almost time for the show down. I am glad to see the group is having one last horah! So cute that the boys planned the eloping. Still confudled as to jake getting away with being 18, it is hard to think of him as only 15, that's my kidlet's age! And she sure as fuck better not be doing this kinda shit! (Leave me be in my dillousions!)
Author's Response: I kind of ran with SM's description that the wolves looked to be between 18 and 20 something after their change hun...sorry if that was confusing
Date: 25 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter 40 What Things May Come
Holy fuck! And on with the show! This so sucks ass shut down season is kicking my ass and seriously fucking with my reading time! :( I am pissed it is taking me so long to read this and it is at the good opart*stomps foot* but at least it's friday
Date: 25 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 41: Chapter 41 War Games
holy shit you did not just leave it like that!!!!!
well work is done so i can finally read for a while before the home life starts bitching. can't wait to see what you do for the grand finale. off to chapter 42 to see how our little band of misfits makes out. i hope the loses are not too bad....
Date: 25 Jun 2010 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter 42 The Fork in the Road
well it was sad that they had losses in the ranks but it was expected. so happy it wasn't more. so now we are headed off to uni! oh the trouble this group is gonna get into....! frat parties, drinking, coeds, the list goes on and on....!
thank you for writing! loved the story and how you brought these 4 different groups together and let them find love, understanding and family!
*4 groups being - wolf, vamp, witch, and human*
A darker Edward learns a new technique from his brothers and starts a very special club, luring his new female classmates in. Will Bella be in or out? Can she handle the competition? Can Edward handle the competition when Bella and her friends are dragged into the dark world of the vampire's who want to collect them?
This story is a bit dark and different from the usual twilight vampire lore, so beware.
AU/OOC/Canon/Non-canon pairings. MATURE for dark adult themes and language, lemons
Disclaimer: Twilight and all it’s characters belong to Stephanie Meyer.
Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Ageise02's Read Stories
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 137637 Read Count: 60392
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chaper 1. A New Lesson
they are wnting to make babies? how does that work with the mommas? do they kill the girl at birth?
oh my the questions i have...
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2. Jessica Gets Initiated
wow what a way to start your day
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3. Over Indulging
oh brothers they are so cute. watching eachothers backs, kicking eachothers asses...
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4. The Breeding Meeting
wow so theyare planning on kidnapping girls for 3 months to make them have a baby. then what they erasethe memory of it all and drop her in the next town? i guess daddy c is not so much the good guy in this one, it all seems kinda creepy. what happens to the babies after they are born? why do they need to make babies?
you answer a few questions and leave me with 5 more.
great story so far thank you for writing!
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5. Meet and Greet - Bad Tanya!
yeah he was rough on her, he basically did what he wanted and left her there! some could argue it was borderline rape.
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6. Almost Losing It
so can both edward and jasper read minds? is jasper's for everybody or just with vampires? can em do it too?
well i wonder how after school is gonna go? will eddie be able to handle it?
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7. The Waterfall
wow that was semi rape as well she told him to stop and he dazzled her into going along. at least he waited for the sex. i think he was wanting to create that blood bond to tie bella to him.
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8. The Breeding Begins
wow that was fast good thing it doesn't normally work that way in real lifr. still wondering the same types of questions as edward. here's to wishing eddie can get me the answers.
Date: 26 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9. The Boys Get Caught
i would have waited for them to really hang themselves. then i would have gone with alice's plan grabbed a guy and had a little pay back in full view of the bastard.
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10. Avoiding and Consequences
well i still want to know why they want to get girls preggers. if they want more vamps just bite someone. is it aro's way to build an army? it will still be fun to see the girls go off on the boys. sad for all of them but fun for me. hehe i am so mean!
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11. New Competiton
i would so be ignoring them while flirting and flaunting what i got! make them suffer and realize what they gave up. sad that the boys are trying to do it for a good reason.
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12. The Burn Begins
well now the boys got it didn't they? i loved alice's responce that sent a message! i think the boys need to have a talk with the new vamps in town.
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13. Feeling The Burn Twice
poor boys, it was not even their fault their daddy c is making them do it. wonder what the cullen boys are gonna do to the volturi boys to keep them away from the girls? what will the girls think?
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14. The Girl's Get Theirs
oh boy i never thought that edward and bella would let it go that far. she lost her v card to demitri!?!?!?!
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15. Lured In The Trap
the poor girls, b &a are gonna think they were attacked and left r behind and poor r she is gonna be used as an incubator and held against her will. the boys are gonna flip when they hear. i wonder if daddy c is gonna tell the boys what happened?
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16. It's All About The Girls (Part 1)
emis gonna kick daddy c's assand e & j are gonna be standing in line right behind.
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17. It's All About The Girls (Part 2)
looks like garrett's skill is not as great as he thought. and edward wow asshole much? this was not really bella's fault and he should know this as he has used this same power over girls to get what he wanted before.
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18. The Day of Reckoning
well looks like all 5 of them are woking towrds the truth. they are all just coming at it differently. i am still worried about rose
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19. Taking the First Step
the road to recovery
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20. It All Begins
i think that bella will start having more flashbacks once her and eddie get closer and start doing 'stuff' his vampy ways will start to bring back the memories.
eddie is gonna regret looking in the diary, there are some things that he does not want the gory details on, it is better to just know the jist of it all.
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21. The Twilight Zone
em is so gonna cave in to the girls! whah ha ha! (evil laugh) eddie's got the journal. and i think that eddie just read alice's mind and is getting a better idea how how much trouble the boys are in! lovin it!
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22. The Truth Hurts ( Part 1 )
i think that the boys should all tell their own girl everything it would make things better for all. fireworks right out of the gate if you know what i mean
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23. The Truth Hurts ( Part 2 )
i think that at this point they all just need to be totally honest with eachother. the truth shall set you free...
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24. The Confrontation
oh boyedward really put his foot in it this time, what a jackass!
What if Edward finally found his mate, but she had a troubled past and wanted to kill herself? Could he help her? This story has DARK Themes and Rape discussion.
Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, Alternate Universe
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Finished, Edwards Paradox Completed Favourites
Chapters: 51 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 248279 Read Count: 76224
Date: 22 May 2010 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31 - Bella's Story
well shit! here i was thinking i still had another chapter to go before i was caught up! this sucks now i have to wait, i hate waiting! i am an instant gratification kind of girl.
just kidding, sorta. hope all is well and you creative juices are flowing, can't wait for you update!
Author's Response:
lol, uuummmmm sorry you got caught up??? lol. I'm editing chapter 32 in a few minutes so it will be up tomorrow!!! Does that help?? I don't know if tha't enough instant gratification. lol
Thanks for reading, I know it was difficult.
Rose kissed Emmett and told him she would be right back. As she came up to my room she was already thinking to me. "I know that had to be hard for you to hear Edward, but you really blew it!"
Huh? What was she talking about? I didn’t do anything?
Rose came in and saw the confusion on my face. "Don’t look confused. You did nothing for Bella. You gave her no comfort!"
“What do you mean?” I asked. “I was holding her the whole time! Giving her every comfort I could!” I was livid at the accusation that I hadn’t been there for Bella. Of course I had.
Don’t get pissed at me. Tell me oh supportive one. In all the rounds of hugs and comforting what did you say to Bella?
I searched through my memory trying to figure out what I’d said that had Rose so mad. As I searched the reason for Rose’s anger became apparent. I hadn’t said anything to Bella the entire time. I was so focused on not blowing up I didn’t speak to her. I wasn’t a total failure, I had given her strength through my touch, but I couldn’t believe I hadn’t spoken one word to her. I cursed myself for the idiot I was.
"I see you got it. Listen it isn’t the end of the world but tomorrow when she wakes up you had better start sucking up! Seriously, she needs to know you don’t hate her, blame her, or think less of her."
Date: 22 May 2010 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31 - Bella's Story
well you were right i was kinda on the right track. bella's mom and dad dieing durring part of the abuse and having her feel it was her fault. and having someone use the religion as an excuse to harm her. the motivation was just off. and the frat house gang rape well i just didn't even think that she had to go through 2 separate horrors. can't wait to read the next chapter and maybe answer a few questions like how did she end up in the hospital? what happened to riley?
Author's Response:
:) dont' feel to badly, I purposly didn't leave enough clues for people to piece the story together. There was enough to make guesses but not really enough to figure much out.
I have both of your questions answered and will post tomorrow! Thanks1
Thanks for reading, I know it was difficult.
Rose kissed Emmett and told him she would be right back. As she came up to my room she was already thinking to me. "I know that had to be hard for you to hear Edward, but you really blew it!"
Huh? What was she talking about? I didn’t do anything?
Rose came in and saw the confusion on my face. "Don’t look confused. You did nothing for Bella. You gave her no comfort!"
“What do you mean?” I asked. “I was holding her the whole time! Giving her every comfort I could!” I was livid at the accusation that I hadn’t been there for Bella. Of course I had.
Don’t get pissed at me. Tell me oh supportive one. In all the rounds of hugs and comforting what did you say to Bella?
I searched through my memory trying to figure out what I’d said that had Rose so mad. As I searched the reason for Rose’s anger became apparent. I hadn’t said anything to Bella the entire time. I was so focused on not blowing up I didn’t speak to her. I wasn’t a total failure, I had given her strength through my touch, but I couldn’t believe I hadn’t spoken one word to her. I cursed myself for the idiot I was.
"I see you got it. Listen it isn’t the end of the world but tomorrow when she wakes up you had better start sucking up! Seriously, she needs to know you don’t hate her, blame her, or think less of her."
Date: 09 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 - Returning Home
thanks for writing
Author's Response:
thank you for reading :)
Date: 09 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2 - Learning What's Wrong
poor bella. poor edward and alice and daddy c! i have a feeling htis is gonna get worse before it gets better, for everyone...
Author's Response:
that is a very safe guess! But I promise a healed Bella when the story is done!
Date: 09 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3 - The One That Sings
well isn't little eddie stuck between a rock and a hard place here?
Author's Response:
He is stuck but have no fear there's a way out!
Date: 10 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4 - Lunchtime Observations
you just want to hug her and make her feel better
Author's Response:
Thank you! That's what she needs!!!!
Date: 10 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5 - Recon
well it seems like the more edward searches for answers all he gets is more questions
Author's Response:
oh dear, I hate to warn you but that will be for a long while. There will be answers I PROMISE, they are just a long time in coming!
Date: 10 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6 - If my Heart could Race
so cute with the banter back and forth with b and emmy.
Author's Response:
B & E will have a lot of bantering through the whole piece. I love playing that up!
Date: 10 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7 - Breathing her Scent
is this charlie's house? it kinda sounds like it. but if it is where is charlie? just like edward i am left with more questions...
Author's Response:
no it is not Charlie's house, this is her house. In my story charlie and Renee are still married and not divoreced.
Date: 10 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8 - Revelations
well at least there is a plan in place
Author's Response:
lol, yeah, let's see how that plan goes. lol Bella doesn't make things easy. but isn't difficult on purpose either, if that makes sense.
Date: 10 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9 - Learning More
wonder who 'everyone' is that emily wanted to get on the phone...
Author's Response:
good question, you'll find out who.
Date: 11 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10 - So We Meet
and they meet
Author's Response:
they did meet, was it a good meeting?
Date: 11 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 - Working Together
why does eddie talk so formally to bella? kinda ols fashioned sweet. hope all goes well while the family is away.
Author's Response:
Well I have him talk in an old fashion way because that's how I think of him. I don't see him using jargon of the day but usign the formatily that he would have been born to understand when talking ot others. I picture him more formal and less coloquial. if that makes sense. I hope that's ok.
Date: 11 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12 - Mental Meanderings
the info in the AN makes perfect sense but thanks for letting me know that i was on the right path with these two. i wonder if bella is in pain over being away from eddie for so long and her confusion over her feelings.
Author's Response:
Thanks. I figured that most of my reader's had it together w/o reading the AN but I wanted to make sure we were all on the same page going forward.
Date: 11 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13 - A Haunting Past
ok my guess is that bella's mom and dad are the ones who were murdered. the talk of going to see them was at the cemetary. i think that some how the murders happened when her mom and dad tried to protect her from something and that is where the guilt is coming from.
glad to see that bella is allowing herself to feel a little comfort from edward.
and edward wow what can you say the boy just had his first stiffy! and freaked out!
Author's Response:
My lips are sealed on Bella's past. lol. I would like to share but I can't. Interesting though about her parents. I'll neither confirm nor deny. LOL I answer many questions but Bella's past I don't sorry.
Bella is slowly letting Edward in, but it is hard for her and will be a slow process.
Hee hee Eddie had a stiffy!!!!
Date: 11 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 - Is She at Rock Bottom Yet?
oooo mike is gonna get his ass beat! between eddie and em not to mention a pissed off pixie he is in for a world of hurt.
Author's Response:
Mikw did manage to tick a few Cullen's off didn't he. lol, good thing Jasper stepped in.
Date: 12 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15 - Meet the Cullen's
well looks like alice is trying to slowly ease edward into the idea of mating with bella. wonder how long until he believes it...
Author's Response:
unfortunatly it will take a while. He's hopelessly clueless
Date: 12 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16 - Coming Back from the Dark
too funny the meat institute! heehee. glad to see that b is working on getting herself back at least a little. interesting to see how each cullen brings something different to her and her healing process.
eddie is on his way to seeing what is going on between him and bella but i think when it does hit him it will hit like a ton of bricks and he is gonna freak out!
Author's Response:
Bella has a sense of humor and is a lot of fun, or she was, she is slowly getting back to it! and you are sooooooo right!!!! Each Cullen will have a part in healing her a little bit in their own way. She needs them all as they need her and didn't even know it.
Eddie will be hating himself once he gets it and will freak, no worries there!
Date: 12 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17 - Not Her
dun dun duhhh! looks like the cat is gonna rip his way outta the bag. wonder how bella and edward are gonna deal with this little convo?!?
but it is way past my bedtime and work comes too early so looks like we will be reading in the office. hee hee i am so bad!
Author's Response:
The cat is out of its perverbial bag! the convo isn't to bad, Hope you slept well and don't get in trouble at work!
Date: 12 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18 - Reactions
what will she do? how long till she feels the pull back to edward?
Author's Response:
She already feels it, but remember she is suffereing from PTSD and has every plan on killing herself, so it's hard for her to understand why suddenly she wants this boy, she doesn't get mating, she doesn't even know he's a vamp, well now she does, so she's fighting herself and the pull. She is very confused and upset about the whole thing, Edward has knocked her world upside down and she has no clue why or how to set it right again, it's just hard to see that all from EPOV.
Date: 12 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19 - The Deal
well that is not nearly as bad as i figured it would be. but i can see how that would suck and be hard for alice to do.
Author's Response:
Bella isn't purposly mean but she also doesn't want her secrect known, so that was all she could come up with. Alice is freaken a bit, she's never had her visions taken from her like that and she worries over Bella.
Date: 12 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20 - Abiding Friend or Soulless Monster
well going comando and getting your first woodie would be bad for any guy let alone edward who is always so up tight!
Author's Response:
Edward is a bit up tight and you're right it's a bit much for him to take.
Date: 13 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21 - A Day at the Cullen's
so sweet to see them all spending time together with bella one on one. funny how they all bring out a different aspect of what bella needs without even knowing it. i wonder if you will use rose's story as a way to help bella feels she is not alone like you did with esme? it would bring them together a bit more i think.
the almost kiss here at the end was so cute, like neither knew what was going on or what to do.
Author's Response:
you are soooo right. All the Cullen's will be talking to and have a part in helping Bella. Teh Rose thing is hard. Edward won't be around when Rose talks to Bella so it won't be shown but, yes, she will be important to Bella's recovery and will be a major playing in helping her.
yeah, they were both soooooo clueless about the kissing.
Date: 13 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22 - Where are we now?
edward really is an idiot, but it is cute how dumb he is and so freaking clueless. you would think after 100+ years and all of that time in people's heads he would know SOMTHING!!!! can't really get mad at bella, she is in a tough place she wants something with eddie but is scared of what she wants and probably doesn't think she deserves it in general let alone with eddie boy.
Author's Response:
You pretty much summed it all up. lol, maybe you should write for me!!! just kidding. Yeah Edward should get it, but is just not getting it and is busy tlaking himself out of everything, idiot man!!!! And yes, Bella is totally confused about her feelings for Edward and what's going on and why and what to do. Neither knows what the others is thinking and both are over analyzing!
Date: 13 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23 - Homecoming
yay the first FOUR kisses! man edward is such a 13 yaer old girl!
Author's Response:
LOL he's a 13 year old girl?!?!?!?! I'm scared to ask why! But yeah the kiss, *sigh*
Date: 13 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24 - Two Steps Forward, One Step Back
so glad that they have started to work though things. well not the important stuff but the getting to know deep down and the boundries with eachother. looks like bella is willing to open up a bit.
Author's Response:
yeah, it's start, a slow one but a start nontheless and each step no matter how small is a good thing.
Date: 13 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25 - Just a Little Bite
oh boy here comes emo-eddie!
Author's Response:
yep, but I won't let emo Eddie stay to long!