sorry you find my grammar so bad, i didnt get much of an education due to being badly neglected and abused and then having to grow up quick and be a mother first before my education. I have really bad trust issues and the last beta i had for this story tried to steal it and i almost had to take them to court and i do not wish to go through that again an can not trust another person with my stories. My last beta of one of my other stories stopped being a beta for personal reasons. I will strive to give warnings from now on in all my stories about the possiblity of poor grammar. 

Also i maight add that i started to write this story during a difficult time and my mind may not have been fully aware of all the mistakes, but if you are not an english speaker please keep in mind that how you have learnt grammar may not be how i speak and type it, combine these and things are not going to read right. I promise to re-read this story at a latter stage when its not so hard for me to type through the momories this story brings up for me.