oh it is so going to come out now.. isn't it? fucking Tanya...

awww that was super sweet...

oh yeah there will be trouble

oh thank god this is a finished story this is hell if I had to wait...

FINALLY.... THANK GOD.... ha ha ha ha lucky Bella... LOL

ha ha ha ha ha ha god Love your renee.. she is a fucking idiot.. and yes I talk like this.. sorry.. my poor husband... yep had to get the poor in there..

LOL poor edward he really is fucked...

If I say poor such and such again.. shoot me will you?

OMG.. that is just ... OMG.. I am so not a god person but poor jasper...

awww.. nope he is breakable Bella.. go for it.. LOL

he really is a saint.. LOL

poor edward... bella is on the loose...

That was good.. I am really enjoying this story...

wow... not such a funny chapter.. can you not make me cry today please? Bad day for me..

this is so much fun...

Edward was breaking my heart in this chapter.  Great name for the baby.  I'm crying and now I have the biggest smile on my face.  You love having us on an emotional roller coaster, don't you?

Okay, you have touched on another subject I've had to deal with before.  I've never had problems that made me have bed rest while I was pregnant, but I did almost die in labor.  My husband told me without a doubt that I would be saved over the baby.  He said we could always make another baby, but he couldn't replace me.  I argued with him but he told me he would always choose me.  Such a hard thing for a couple to have to face.  Edward being all emo over Bella's decision to save the baby reminded me of that.  You actually made me cry at this one because I know exactly how they both feel about this.

I'm so happy Bella finally agreed to marry Edward :)

I think Bella and Edward definitely needed to show up together to church.  If they ignored each other like they used to it would have been fuel for the closed-minded people's fire.

LOL, I love that Bella thought they could live in sin.  Hello, they are tyring to do things right in the eyes of God and the church.  Marriage is ineveitable.

I love how Edward and Carlisle told the board how it was.  It seems like the entire congregation needs a lesson in grace.

*sigh* Edward now knows.  We've got Alice in the loop and supportive.  I can slowly see things staritng to come together.  I wonder how Renee will react to the news that Edward is the father.  Will she be happy or will she be upset that Bella corrupted Edward?

LOL I was recommended this story by jenn.. And I am already laughing.. got to keep going..

This chapter killed me.  I get that Edward is having a faith crisis but he has to realize how much he has screwed with her head.  It really sucks that she lied to her mom.  Now she doesn't even have the support she should because she was trying to protect Edward.  It is also coming back on Jasper.  Thank God again I don't have to wait for an update.

The beginning of the chapter was complete heart fail for me.  I really was scared something would happen during the summer to screw everything up for them.  Thank you for not making it too bad.

LOL, I knew Carlisle would say something to Edward about his makeout session on the hood.  Come on Edward, WTF were you thinking doing that?

I knew we hadn't seen the last of Tanya.  Please tell me that neither she nor Jane were spying on them in the gazebo.  That was such a sweet private moment that no one else needed to be privy to.

Her declaration of love was perfect :)

Thank God the party incident only brought them closer together.  I guess you really do have to hit rock bottom before you can pull your self out.  I think Bella will be saying I love you pretty soon.  She's realizing more and more how much she truly does love him and how much he loves her.

That was so cool her helping him with the song.  Her seeing the fangril moment was pretty cool too.  Since the fangirl is his friend on MySpace I wonder how long before the word that he has a girlfriend is spread?

I was thinking the same thing about no one being upset with Jasper.  Of course they are all probably pittying him right now because he loves Bella and she love Edward.  But still it is a pretty crappy double standard.

Why do I have such a bad feeling about Riley's party?

I knew those notes with Jasper would come back to bite her in the ass.  It was kinda nice to see Edward lose it like that.  Shows that he really does love her.  I would worry if he would've just blown it off.

I have a feeling Tanya isn't going to crawl into the shadows and let Edward live happily with his girlfriend.

I can't wait to see what Charlie has to say when he meets Edward.

I love that Bella listened to his sermon and got it.  I just knew Jane would say something about him and Bella being alone like that.  She's already annoying me.

The summer tour might actually be a good thing for them.  It would give them time apart and to grow as a couple by talking more.  Absence makes the heart grow fonder ;)  I think it would be a good time for Bella to be seen at church and the youth group without Edward.  If she all of a sudden stops attending because Edward is gone that could be bad.

Yay for Rev. C :)  That was the perfect sermon for this poor couple.  I'm glad Edward listened and now wants to let Rev C and Bella's parents know what is going on.

Jasper broke my heart.  I'm sorry, dear, but you need to find your own love.  You and B are best friends and need to stay that way.

I see the drama starting to unfold.  Jasper's jealousy could be a real problem.  He could totally screw their world by making their realtionship public.  If Carlisle already suspects something then this could get bad fast.  Wonder if Esme will be able to keep Bella and Edward's secret from Carlisle.  Of course I can see Carlisle and Rose pushing Edward to date Tanya.  Since Bella's already jealous of Tanya I can see something like that putting even more of a strain on their relationship.

Wow, that was an intense chapter.  I was wondering how the first face-to-face with Jasper would go now that Bella and Edward are tying to be together.  I love that Jasper stood up to him.

That was quite an interesting date for them.  I was really suprised when Edward kept letting her drink the offered beers.  You really had me worried at the end that Edward was going to call things off with Bella because he was becoming someone he wasn't or didn't like because of her.  Of course at the same time I wonder if Bella will do the same thing.  Get upset because Edward compromises his faith and who he really is because of her.  I totally see both of them growing through this relationship and becoming stronger people.

Renee is no idot.  She knows her daughter and knows she would find Edward attractive.  Wonder if she's hoping Edward will "save" her baby.

Uh oh, here comes the talk.  Fingers crossed things go ok.

Okay, this kiss surprised me.  I really didn't expect Edward to give in to his desires that easily.  That only made the kiss that much hotter.

I think Bella's honesty is refreshing for Edward.  He gets all these teen girls crushing on him and doing and saying exactly what they think he wants to hear.  I love how his conviction in his beliefs broke Bella down and forced her to be honest with him.  He will respect her way more for her honesty, even if it is crude. 

I died laughing at Renee's ring tone.  Too perfect.  Of course I lost it when Bella sang Love Games to Edward.

I was expecting the whole sexual experience conversation to happen eventually.  I just didn't expect it so soon.  Honestly that was the hardest conversation I had with my husband.  He was very religious and a virgin.  I wasn't so it almost ruined our relationship.  I totally get why Bella is nervous and worried about talking to Edward about Jasper.  Hopefully Edward will see it as Bella not having God in her life and just another way she needs to be saved.

I wonder if Edward learns all about Bella and the life she leads if he will think that God sent Bella to him.  That he was mean to deliver Bella from everything and bring her to God.  If nothing else I can see that be his excuse for getting closer to her and spending more time with her.  I'm so loving this story right now :)

Sweet baby Jesus, Edward has no clue what he's in for with Bella.

You've got me wondering what happened to the note Bella and Jasper were writing back and forth during chruch.  I sure hope one of them took it with them.  That could be bad falling into the wrong hands.

LOL!  Oh dear lord I have a feeling I'm gonna love this one. Nothing better than a saved Renee trying to force a bad Bella into church.

I honestly felt my heart breaking... such angst.

Loved how you started it out... makes me want to read more :)

Aww, I know exactly how she feels in this chapter. My husband is a fireman and works at two departments, he'd be gone for days and while I had our newborn I was ready to pull my hair out a few times! Glad Jasper was able to get to her and help. I remember saying a few times that I now understood why some animals eat their young! Ha ha...Great chapter...thanks for sharing. I thought this story was over, it was awesome to see an update.

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