Penname: Payton79 [Contact] Real name: Silke
Member Since: 08 Oct 2013
Membership status: Member
Bio:

Hi!

I'm a mother of two little boys who's totally obsessed with stories that touch my heart. I've always admired people who have a gift for putting their ideas into words that have the power to bewitch people and pull them into other worlds. I've loved books and especially series of books before, but I've never been as captivated as I am with The Twilight Saga.

Always needing to read more and to stay with the beloved characters, I was really disappointed that Stephenie Meyer didn't finish Midnight Sun. Surfing the internet, I got the tip to look for a good fanfic finishing the story. So I came here, finding a brilliant version of Midnight Sun and Edward's Eclipse. But the author hadn't done Breaking Dawn, yet. Frustration again. But the disappointment made me ponder the idea of writing it myself. I would never have thought that I'd enjoy venturing into Edward's mind that much. But what is writing good for if no one will ever reads it? So I decided to post my attempt at telling Edward's side of the story here. Unfortunately, althoug I still love the story, I've kind of lost my inspiration for it. I'd still love to finish it some day but I don't want to fool anyone into thinking there would be updates in the near future, because there won't be. But I haven't completely given up on the story.

A few months later, I started writing another story. It's called Puzzle of my Heart, a mostly BPOV, A/H, OOC, story filled with lemons. I just hit the complete button for this one a few weeks ago.

My newest story just started posting. It's called Two Blue Lines and is the story of Bella and Edward struggling through an accidental pregnancy and later parenthood together.

Unfortunately I'm not a natural-speaker of the English language. But, considering that I love it very much and even dream in English sometimes, I hope you will forgive me for a few mistakes I'll inevitably make.





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Reviews by Payton79
Summary: Past Featured Story

Bella gets sent to a school by her boyfriend to help her become the wife he wants. It isn't what Bella expects, at all.

BDSM, Dark story.

 

 

 

 


Categories: Non-Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward, Bella/Alice, Bella/Carlisle, Bella/Emmett, Bella/James, Bella/Jasper, Bella/Jasper/Alice, Bella/Rose, Carlisle/Esme, Carlisle/Other or Original Character, Edward/Bella/OC, Edward/Carlisle (Slash), Edward/Jasper (slash)
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: My To Read List, Ageise02's Read Stories, Finished, I Whitlock's read , My Favorite Stories, To Read
Chapters: 78 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 297603 Read Count: 1389814
[Report This] Published: 22 Jan 2010 Updated: 21 May 2010
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 18 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 78: Chapter 78

I just finished reading your story and wanted to thank you for writing and sharing it. For many chapters, I was sure I knew how Bella's story would come out. I was certain, for whatever reason, she'd sign the papers for the extreme pain play and Carlisle, in his quest to keep Edward and Bella away from each other, would make him be the one to dish out the severely painful session, ending with both, Bella and Edward, safewording their way out of the school after an immense amount of angst and pain. I'm glad you chose a different path.
One thing that had be wondering, thought, is that the issue of Edward's proclaimed bisexuality is never broached again once he starts a relationship with Bella. It leaves me wondering if he's completely fulfilled in his relationship with her since he's deeply in love or if he's hoping she'll open up to group play or something along those lines again so he might get his rocks off. I hope it's the first and since it's not in the story, I'll just pretend that's the way it works for him ;).
Once more, thanks for writing and sharing. I really enjoyed the read.

Diamond in the Rough by lmlx8 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4214]
Summary: Past Featured Story

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Bella is coming from a bad marriage, and memories that haunt her. After recieving her Master's degree in Psychology, she begins to embrace her submissive nature. When she mets Edward she is drawn to his Dominating character. Can Edward help her to get over the pain from her past, and find peace at his feet.

 

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Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Action, Drama, Humor, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Domward's Dungeon, I Whitlock's read , My Favorite Stories, Fav BDSM Fics
Chapters: 110 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 949046 Read Count: 1149574
[Report This] Published: 19 Jul 2010 Updated: 18 Sep 2014
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 21 Oct 2013 Title: Chapter 110: Chapter 110

I have been reading this story whenever I could make the time for the past three weeks. First I was a bit intimidated by the length of it, but now that I got that far, I have to say it's exactly right. There's not even one boring paragraph.
I started reading it on FFn, then it was deleted. Then I read several chapters on your blog but I missed the author's notes. After signing on here, I finished the rest of the published chapters here.
I really, really love this story and all, well, all the nice characters. Before reading this, I had absolutely no idea what BDSM was all about. I thought it was mainly spreader-bars and floggers. That's why I refused to read Fifty Shades. What you are writing here completely changed my opinion about the whole lifestyle. I never imagined respect to be so fundamental. The way it's mostly portrayed, it seems to be the opposite.
I hope you find the time to write and publish the next chapter soon. And I'm really happy that you're planning to do a sequel. There's so much more interesting things to learn about Edward and Bella. And I want to see them get married. Thanks for writing and sharing such a great story. And I can't wait to find out what's the story behind Bella's scholarship. The only thing I can imagine is, Phil's father paying for her education for some reason. If he's related to Caius, then it would maybe make sense. Please, hurry up and give us the next chapter.

Intimate Ties by TellMeNoLies Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 117]
Summary:

Edward is a self-proclaimed Dominant and P.I. with a grudge. Bella and her brother are his target for revenge. Will he adhere to his mission for revenge, or fall in love with the one woman he shouldn't and bring forth her deepest desires?


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Erotica, Romance
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Domward's Dungeon, My To Read List, Ageise02's Read Stories, My All-Time Favorites, Bdsm stories only, Amberina's Completed Favs List, Fav BDSM Fics
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 95232 Read Count: 128810
[Report This] Published: 30 Oct 2010 Updated: 07 Aug 2016
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 29 Apr 2014 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Thanks for sharing this story. a friend of mine rec'd it to me and I'm glad she did. Wow, that threesome was so hot. I was beginning to think I'd never get to read one in fanfics since mostly the Edwards are too possessive for that. Thanks for your great writing.

Summary:

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Dr. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen is a world renowned pediatric neurologist, he´s also a very sought after Dominant living in the Seattle area. What happens when the thrill of the playroom is no longer enough? What happens when he wants more than just a Friday through Sunday arrangement... Bella Swan a very young and very successful Corporate Attorney, who happens to be secretly crushing on her best friends older brother. It all starts with a dream, but after a very short, but failed marriage, Bella decides it´s time to give in to her submissive nature. With the help of her best friend and a blind date, can Bella finally find all the things her live is missing. ExB Rated for BDSM themes and lemony goodness. 

 

A very big thank you to the wonderful Kris Mkystich for my new banner!  Isn´t it sexy!!! Check her out in the December Drabble Wars!!  http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8769101/3/School-Of-Mischief

 

 

Winner of a Tomato Soup Award!

 

 

Nomimated for two Wordsmith Awards!

 

 

 

Voted Must Read Monday by Twi Girls Next Door

 

 

Winner of two Wordsmith Awards!

 

 

 

 


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Erotica, Romance
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Challenges: Dominating Bella
Series: Domward's Dungeon, Bdsm stories only, Twilight - Read, Drive's Stories to read that are Completed and Not completed, Can't wait for an update, Stories I've Already read, My Favorite Stories, Misstoria's Stories to Read, J's Read and Loved Stories, Fav BDSM Fics
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 312058 Read Count: 367563
[Report This] Published: 07 Nov 2010 Updated: 19 Aug 2016
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 12 Jul 2015 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 29: Practice Makes Perfect...

I'm so glad to see this story back. Can't wait for more.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 17 Feb 2014 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 28: A Punishment Well Deserved...

I read your story over the last days, and I can't tell you how much I love it. Edward's so sweet and sexy but also strict and oh so hot. And Bella's just perfect.
When I started reading it I hoped that it was a completed story, since I noticed from the beginning that the last update was three months ago. Unfortunately, many stories that haven't been updated for that long are dead. The more I read the more I was sure that it wasn't complete, in fact, I think and hope there's a lot more to come. After reading your A/N's, though, I'm quite confident that you haven't given up on the story but that RL just got in the way again. I really hope I'm right. Please? Can't wait to read more about those two.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 22 Aug 2016 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 30 A Moment of Clarity...

I'm so sorry I'm only now thanking you for the rec. I read the update on FFn and the AN was different there. Thank you so much for the shout out. I've had several new follower alerts over the past few days :).

Arms by Virginia May Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 145]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Competitive shooter Bella Swan had an Olympic gold medal and dreams of another before witnessing the brutal murder of both her parents.  Now living under a new identity as a high school student in tiny Forks, Washington, she must learn to cope with  the loss of both her family and her future.  When she meets the local math teacher and her older "foster-brother", Edward Cullen, things are complicated by an instant and unexpected attraction.

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**Nominated for Best Bella & Edward in the Emerging Swan Awards!! 
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**Featured on The Lemonade Stand in TLS Nursery!  Click to visit!


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Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Action, Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: LeslieWhitlock's faves - not updated in 2012, Stories I've Already read
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 139796 Read Count: 61070
[Report This] Published: 01 Sep 2011 Updated: 07 Jul 2014
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed
Date: 17 Oct 2014 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Thank you. I loved the story and I cried hard in the end.

Hope Springs by justginger Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1097]
Summary: Past Featured Story

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"Where would you go if you are trying to start a new life but you had nowhere to go and no one to care?  Bella Swan has been alone for most of her life, she is young and she is scared, but now she has another life to protect.  She is heading for a new country - a new life and then she ends up in HOPE SPRINGS.  Her life intertwines with all the eccentric characters in this little piece of heaven in Vermont and just like that - she will never be the same.  She meets the Sherriff, the truck driver, the semi-retired doctor, the lawyer, the farmer, and the new best friends, but it is the new young doctor in town that turns her life upside down.  Is he as stuck up as he seems or does he have a wild side?  Is Bella as tough and as jaded as she seems?  Will she run, or will she allow the people in this town to teach her to hope, to dream, and to love?"

NEW BANNER BY YSAR!! (ISN'T IT AWESOME??)

HOPE SPRINGS

 


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Humor, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Ageise02's Read Stories, To Read, To Read (Geddy), Kuu Faves, Stories I've Already read, Lilyellacullens want to read list!, J's Read and Loved Stories, My favs past present and future , Read
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 432038 Read Count: 202282
[Report This] Published: 17 Dec 2011 Updated: 24 Dec 2012
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 24 Nov 2014 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter 40 - Epilogue - Never Goodbye...

Thanks for this wonderful story. It has been on my TBR list for a while and I'm glad I finally got to read it.
At times, it was hard to get through the angst, but I'm glad life turned out this way for Edward and Bella.

Summary: Past Featured Story

President Edward Cullen decides to pass a bill that will change life as Bella Swan knows it. A misplaced Jimmy Choo and a stupid publicity stunt will change the lives of Edward and Bella. Are either of them ready?

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Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Finished, Drive's Stories to read that are Completed and Not completed, Themslovebug90's read stories, Amberina's Completed Favs List, G8or Favor8s Read, Stories I've Already read, Lilyellacullens want to read list!, My favs past present and future
Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 130734 Read Count: 207032
[Report This] Published: 25 Jan 2012 Updated: 12 Aug 2012
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed
Date: 17 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter 50 Epilogue 2 - The End

I started reading this story on ffn but switched to here when your A/N said you toned down the lemons over there, lol.
Anyway, I really enjoyed reading the story and I loved the ending. There was one thing, though, I waited through most of the story to be addressed. When Bella first threw the shoe, Jasper told Edward how expensive the pair was. Bella was fighting for financial aid while she appeared to be rich enough to spend crazy amounts of money on shoes. That impression even deepened when she wore Alice's designer clothes to work. I can't believe the topic of her apparently having enough money to buy expensive clothes but not enough to pay for her son's nutricion never came up. I decided to imagine, though, that she and Edward discussed it at some point which just wasn't written.
Thanks for writing and sharing this entertaining story.

Author's Response:

It wasn't discussed between her and Edward as it didn't need to be discussed between them, but it was explained. The shoes and clothing belonged to Alice who allowed Bella to borrow them. The pieces Bella owned were handed down to her or gifted to her.

555-TALK by LegendaryDiamond Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 92]
Summary: Past Featured Story

What happens when Bella dials the wrong number one night and instead of getting her Mom she gets an erotic radio station's hotline? "Hello, this is Edward speaking, tell us your deepest fantasies or real life sexy stories."555-Talk banner by ysar




THANK YOU SO MUCH YSAR FOR THE BANNER! :)


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 44950 Read Count: 30493
[Report This] Published: 24 Oct 2012 Updated: 23 Jan 2016
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed
Date: 17 Jul 2015 Title: Chapter 13: Who?

Thanks :).

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed
Date: 07 Jan 2015 Title: Chapter 12: Being 'his' girl

I'm so glad you're back!

Summary: Past Featured Story

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He is the 'toast of Hollywood' and she is his queen, but their lives are not a fairytale. With children, real life and someone who is trying to break them apart, Edward and Bella will need to fight for their Happily Ever After.  From the red carpet, to the bedroom to the playroom, can their love survive? *HEA* OOC, AH, CANON COUPLES.

*WARNING: THIS STORY IS STRICTLY NC -17* FOR LANGUAGE AND EXPLICIT SCENES - BDSM.


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Erotica, Family, Friendship, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Kuu Faves, Stories I've Already read, Lilyellacullens want to read list!, My Favorite Stories, J's Read and Loved Stories, Stories I've read, My favs past present and future , Read
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 313471 Read Count: 104967
[Report This] Published: 31 Dec 2012 Updated: 26 Dec 2017
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01 Jun 2014 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

I'm glad that, for once, it's not Edward and Bella having problems. I'm curious though if it's just a normal fight between Jesse and Seth or if something else is going on.
I can so relate to Bella being sad that her children won't come home for Christmas. I guess every mother can. But that's the way it is.
Looking forward to next chapter.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 23 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22

Thank you so much for the update. I was really worried for this story. I love your characters so much that I was scared to never hear from them again.
Anyway, the whole thing with Seth and Jesse is very mysterious. Can't wait to find out what's going on with them.
The short mention of Lexi's mood has me curious too. There are so many wonderful and intersting characters in this stoy.
I'm really looking forward to next chapter.

Author's Response:

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 17 Feb 2014 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

Great chapter! I've been missing those two. I love how they are with their children and I'd really like to read more about Jackson and Alexis soon.
I think Bella and Edward should rent the playroom more often, at least once each chapter ;).
Can't wait to read the next chapter although I'm sure there's a lot of angst coming our way and I'm not good with handling that. See you next chapter.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 02 Feb 2014 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

I've been reading PLU and AFLO for the last couple of weeks and I just love both stories. I really enjoy the chapters about the children but I also love to see how much Edward and Bella still love each other. Can't wait to see how the big plan will go. I hope it will be an epic failure.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed
Date: 25 Mar 2015 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Knowing this was goingwas happen doesn't make reading it any easier. I so hope that nothing will actually happen to the kids or that the Chief will succeed in driving a where between Edward and Bella.
Please you don't make us wait to sing again now that we'now in the middle of the mess.

Summary: Past Featured Story

F.B.I agents Edward Cullen and Emmett McCarty rely on psychologist Bella Swan to help them solve their most complicated cases. But when a new case exposes the secret that Bella has kept hidden, can Edward save her before it is too late?


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: I Whitlock's read
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 210315 Read Count: 83183
[Report This] Published: 20 Apr 2013 Updated: 03 Sep 2014
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 29 Mar 2016 Title: Chapter 31: Epilogue

I so loved reading this story. Your style as well as the plot made are just great and your characters are so endearing, I was sad it was over.
Thanks for writing and sharing.

Author's Response:

Hi, 

 

Thank you so much for your kind words and for taking time to send in your thoughts !  I'm glad that you enjoyed the story.  Have a great week. 

Higher by SexylexiCullen Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 267]
Summary: Past Featured Story

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Summer of 1994: Dial-up internet. Pagers. Walkmans. AOL chat rooms. O.J in a white Bronco. And blazingly hot weather in Brooklyn where eighteen-year-old Bella Swan is filling her days making ice cream sundaes before she starts college. But one long night – full of Ecstasy, subway rides, dark dance clubs, and a boy she doesn't want to stay away from – may change everything. ExB, mostly canon. AH. HEA. 

Banners by KrisMkyStitch and Deebelle1

 


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: G8or Favor8s Read, Stories I've read
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 155380 Read Count: 105602
[Report This] Published: 01 May 2013 Updated: 01 May 2013
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 27 Apr 2014 Title: Chapter 40: Epilogue

Thanks for this lovely story. It was nice to go back to 1994. I had a blast being reminded of walkmen, pagers and modems.

How to Forget by Shadow Masen Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 177]
Summary: Past Featured Story

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Where do you go if you don't know who you are, and what if you find you don't want to remember?  Edward finds himself in Forks under suspicious circumstances, can Bella help him discover who he truly is?  BxE AH  NC-17 for lemons.


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 131184 Read Count: 50167
[Report This] Published: 23 Sep 2013 Updated: 16 Dec 2014
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 30 Dec 2015 Title: Chapter 30: Outtake - The Gauntlet Part II

Thank you for this wonderful story. I found it by pure coincidence and am damn happy I did. I love your characters and the story that almost went by without major relationship drama but Edward battling his demons with Bella by his side instead. You really did a great job writing this. Thank you so much.

Dark Lies by cristina Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 603]
Summary:

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Now that all the lies have been exposed will Bella and Edward be able to survive?

Sequel to Dark Velvet

Banner by AnaRodFranco 

Beta'd by Kim Ginsberg & Sjdavis84.

 


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Stories I've Already read, Stories I've read, My favs past present and future
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 88581 Read Count: 91977
[Report This] Published: 14 Jan 2014 Updated: 30 Apr 2015
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 09 Nov 2014 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

So, now I'm all caught up. I'm glad that Bella seems to loosen up a bit more. Of course, Edward has made lots of mistakes but as she said herself, if it hadn't been him who was sent to kill her parents, it would have been someone else who would probably have killed her too. He should have told her earlier but then she'd probably have run and been unprotected.
Anyway, I love the story and can't wait for the next update.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 14 Nov 2014 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17

Well, I can't say I haven't expected something like that to happen. Well, at least Bella woke up from her daze and she'll fight for her baby.
What a mean way of you to end this chapter. Please, don't let us wait too long for an update.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 09 Dec 2014 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

At least, Edward is there now. Hopefully Bella and the baby can be saved.
Please update soon.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 07 Jan 2015 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Oh, you're evil. What a bad, bad cliffie. I hope you won't let us hang for too long!

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10 Jan 2015 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

This was a real rollercoaster ride you took us on this chapter. But it was all worth it to hear that Bella wants them to be a family. Now she only has to wake up.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed
Date: 27 Apr 2015 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

I'm glad Edward could kill the ghosts hunting him. Hopefully, he can move on now.
And Bella being well again is such a relief.

Summary: Past Featured Story

Banner by: Deebelle1

Summary: Edward is a jaded loner who doesn't want a friend. Then there is overly happy Bella who drives him insane with her perkiness. He wants to know why, but he doesn't want to come out and ask, fearing she will think they are friends. The two of them are partnered up in gym class where Bella gets unexplained special treatment. Tragedy strikes and Edward can't ignore her anymore.


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30198 Read Count: 17003
[Report This] Published: 08 Apr 2014 Updated: 08 Apr 2014
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 02 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

Found this on an old TBR list a friend shared with me over a year ago and I'm glad I did.
I loved how they got their own little Jacob in the end.
Thanks for writing and sharing.

Summary: Past Featured Story

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Edward Cullen is a famous movie star as is his girlfriend Tanya, the mother of his child. Their son is a week old and can't seem to keep any formula down. Annoyed by the crying and finding motherhood tedious, Tanya takes off for the spa and a commercial shoot leaving Edward alone with their newborn. 

After trying nearly every formula on the market, Esme, Edward's sister suggests breast milk. It seems like a long shot, but when Bella Swan answers the unusual ad, Edward thinks all of his problems are solved. His son is doing well, but he has a new problem, an undeniable attraction for the woman who saved his son's life. 

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Categories: Twilight
Characters: None
Genre: Erotica
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: Happily Ever After
Series: Read & Enjoyed
Chapters: 159 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 91905 Read Count: 1009099
[Report This] Published: 12 Jan 2015 Updated: 11 Jul 2017
Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 30 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 85: Chapter 85

So, not much has changed. Tanya's still mother of the year and Bella and Edward are dying from UST. I can't wait for something to give soon.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 21 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 90: Chapter 15 part 5

I could imagine Tanya said something that upset Bella, probably about the date. But since Tanya lied about her and Edward having sex, maybe Bella doesn't believe it until he says it himself. If so, she's in for bad news :(

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 12 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 110: Chapter 17 Part 10

I'm relieved Charlie's okay. Now I'm afraid they have to brace themselves for whatever Tanya is planning.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 16 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 78: Chapter 13 Part 6

Oh, he won! I hope Bella understood his declaration for what it was. Tanya surely didn't.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 15 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 77: Chapter 13 Part 5

I hope Edward and Tanya won't last for much longer but I'm sure she won't go down without a fight :(.

Author's Response:

No she wont, but it's HEA

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 11 Apr 2016 Title: Chapter 144: Chapter 20 Part 3

Oh, the lost comment was just hilarious!

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 107: Chapter 17 Part 7

I'm so glad Edward's finally there and Charlie has his "mommy" and daddy there to take care of him.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 05 Apr 2016 Title: Chapter 143: Chapter 20 part 2

Dammit, that man has some stamina. Bela's a lucky girl.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 108: Chapter 17 Part 8

He finally said it, although he didn't specifically say her name - yet. I can't wait to read her reaction.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 05 Jan 2016 Title: Chapter 138: Chapter 19 Part 15

Finally! Took them long enough. Even I was feeling withdrawals, lol.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 19 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 71: Chapter 12 Part 5

Yay, another update. Thanks.
I'm glad they're talking so openly, but couldn't he have kissed her? I know it's wrong but I would have felt so good to read that.

Reviewer: Payton79 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 18 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 88: Chapter 15 part 3

I hope the people at the photo shoot will see who's the real mother, and I'm not talking biology but love. Tanya doesn't even know how to touch her son and everyone with eyes has to see that.
Wanting the forbidden certainly is a problem, but I don't peg Edward as a guy who's after cheep thrills. So there has to be more there.

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Date: 25 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 72: Chapter 12 part 6

At least Bella knows the truth now. But staying together for the public has to backfire at some point.

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Date: 13 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 111: Chapter 17 Part 11

What did Tanya do now? Sounds like a good thing for Bella and Edward because it's going to take the focus of the bad gossip off them. Can't wait to read the full story.

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Date: 25 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 82: Chapter 82

I'm glad Esme could tell Bella the truth about Edward's expression.
Her ex-husband and the nanny. Poor woman.

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Date: 13 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter 12 Part 3

Poor Edward and poor Charlie. How can a mother be like that? I can't see Edward really firing Bella but who knows.
Will they really attend the Oscars together? They have to be great actors then.

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Date: 20 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 81: Chapter 14 Part 1

I don't think either Bella or Edward areisding what's under their nose. It's just that there's a giant obstacle in the way, or should I day bitch ;)?

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Date: 11 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 87: Chapter 15 Part 2

Can they please have more time together again soon?

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Date: 30 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 84: Chapter 14 part 4

I'm surprised Tanya let the comment slide like that. But I'm glad Bella and Edward are getting to spend some time as a family.

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Date: 18 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 80: Chapter 13 part 8

Yay! Go Elizabeth! Finally someone tells her the truth! Hilarious.

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Date: 01 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 86: Chapter 15 Part 1

I love a good bickering Em and Rose. Yay!

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Date: 19 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 70: Chapter 12 Part 4

I so want to strangle Tanya. I hope she'll soon be permanently removed from Charlie's life. But I suspected that she was putting on a show with the music and all. Wasn't it just a few weeks since she gave birth? No lovemaking for her then, lol. And I doubt Edward would be in the mood. I'm so glad that, in the end, Bella could see Tanya was lying.

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Date: 26 May 2015 Title: Chapter 64: Chapter 11 Part 4

I wish he were fucking her. But I guess I'll have to be patient for a while.

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Date: 02 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 65: Chapter 11 part 5

IT shit on me? That shocked me even more than her comment about preferring her son to starve. Evil witch!

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Date: 27 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 83: Chapter 14 part 3

So Bella DID know who he really dedicated the Oscar to. That's good. But what does that mean for them now?

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Date: 12 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 68: Chapter 12 Part 2

Do we know how old Jasper is? Or Edward and Tanya for that matter? I'm quite sure I know Bella's age, at least I can guess. Dammit, that's the crux of reading lots or WIPs.

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Date: 15 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 112: Chapter 112

Just noticed I forgot to review this chapter. Well, Tanya's even more of a bitch than it seemed up until now.
I have so much more to say but have to keep it until you post the next chapter ;).

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Date: 11 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 109: Chapter 17 Part 9

Damn fucking time! :D But of course it won't stay a secret for long. And I can't imagine Tanya will go down easily. Things will probably get pretty ugly in the press soon but the comments their photo received sound pretty good so far.

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Date: 17 Aug 2015 Title: Chapter 79: Chapter 13 part 7

Isn't it a bit early for a walk of shame after a very late night? I guess Jasper will have to explain soon.

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Date: 07 May 2015 Title: Chapter 63: Chapter 11 Part 3

I'm so glad my friend LaPumuckl rec'd this story to me. I'm really enjoying it so far and hope for an update soon.

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Date: 05 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 66: Chapter 11 Part 6

I know a few people who don't eat beef either but that's because of BSE. Tanya is just ridiculous - and oh so hilarious.

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Date: 09 Jun 2015 Title: Chapter 67: Chapter 12 part 1

So Bella heard Edward defend her. That's what I hoped.
Can't wait for more interaction between those two.

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Date: 16 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 113: Chapter 17 Part 13

From the moment Tanya's infidelity was revealed I was afraid if Charlie not being Edward's. That would be devastating! Please, let him being Edward's. If the poor baby has Tanya and James for his parents, hell have a miserable life if he even lives past infant age with parents who don't care about him. Bella and Edward would be so good for him. Edward needs to be the father and Tanya has to relinquish her parental rights.

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Date: 01 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 123: Chapter 18 Part 10

One of these days, Edward's going to due of blue balls and Bella will combust!

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Date: 29 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 120: Chapter 18 Part 8

Not the perfect solution but at least he didn't postpone the whole relationship for months. Now, I'm curious how long he's going to be able to hold out on the sex;)

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Date: 07 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 106: Chapter 17 Part 6

I would have looked exactly like the nurse, lol. Now, I want to know what's going on with Charlie.

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Date: 05 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 104: Chapter 17 Part 4

He said it but it seems she didn't hear it.
Now, who could be at the door? I hope Jasper got a hold of the hotel manager and he's there to inform Edward about Charlie's condition.

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Date: 06 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 105: Chapter 17 Part 5

He finally knows and left! Yay! Now I need to know how Charlie is.

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Date: 22 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 92: Chapter 15 part 7

Again, I hope the weekend will be a disaster.

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Date: 02 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 101: Chapter 17 part 1

Oh no! Instead if finding out where Edward is and what's going on with him and Tanya we go back in time? Not that it's not interesting to see this through his eyes but can we please have the jet update now - or two;)?

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Date: 27 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 95: Chapter 16 Part 3

Edward's a coward for not telling Bella earlier, although he IS engaged to Tanya and doesn't actually owe Bella an explanation. He was feeling nervous about it which should have told him something.
Tanya's a bitch for, again, putting her own interests over Charlie's. I hope she won't take him to the shoot while he's sick.

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Date: 27 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 96: Chapter 16 Part 4

How can a mother disregard her child's needs that way? I hope Charlie won't get worse because of the stress.
I can't see Edward taking his bitch of a girlfriend on an overnight date after she put their son at risk like that.

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Date: 29 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 97: Chapter 16 Part 5

The more I read the less I can understand Tanya. Letting a feverish baby freeze. Great idea - not! Why didn't Edward walk in earlier? He missed the worst of it all.

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Date: 30 Sep 2015 Title: Chapter 98: Chapter 98

I'd love to see those pics the photographer took of the four of them. They have to be Really beautiful.
I'm not sure letting Elizabeth call Edward "daddy" at this point is a good idea. Too much can and probably will go wrong that could take yet another father away from her. I hope it won't happen but chances are it will.

Author's Response:

I'd love to see them too, but they aren't real. I am not good at photo shop or I'd make them!

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Date: 01 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 99: Chapter 16 Part 7

Oh shit! And I can't believe Edward really want too the hotel with Tanya after the stunt she pulled and without even asking how Charlie's doing before going MIA. I hope it's not what it seems and Emmett's wrong. I'm sure Edward will hate himself for not being there when he hears that Charlie's in the hospital and he should!

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Date: 01 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 100: Chapter 16 Part 8

This chapter convinced me that what's going on with Tanya and Edward right not is completely different than what it seems. My theory is that Tanya tampered with Edward's phone because otherwise he would never just switch it off when his son's sick. And after the stunt she pulled, he'd never go on a romantic date with her. I'm not sure if he's somehow occupied with whatever so Tanya could take the call without him noticing or he's not even there. I'm sure, though, that the photographers will catch anything but a romantic morning after.
If Edward hasn't broken up with Tanya by now, I'm sure he will as soon as he'll learn about Charlie's condition and Tanya's reaction to the news. I'm glad the little boy at least has Bella. She might not be his mother but she sure as hell is his mommy and that's so much more important.

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Date: 03 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 102: Chapter 102

I was really on Edward's side and was sure he didn't go with the bitch to have a romantic night out. I can't find words for how disappointed I am in him now. He should at Kraft have calked again to ask about Charlie. The shoot was in the morning and he got worse over the day and really sick in the evening. There was enough time for Edward to at least send a text to check in. This is not what a loving father and, let's be realistic here, what a single parent would do. Okay, i'm still sure the bitch made him shut off the phone or did it herself but he should have checked in by himself instead of waiting to be called. I'm not sure I'm looking forward to the jet update because I'm afraid I'll be even more disappointed with Edward. It's not that I don't get his effort to mend things with Tanya for Charlie's sake but he should at least made sure the baby's okay. Still, I can't wait for the next chapter. I'm a sicker for punishment;).

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Date: 04 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 103: Chapter 17 Part 3

I'm beginning to see why he didn't ask about Charlie but he's still not out of the dog house. We still don't know Why his phone was off. Him not being attracted to Tanya in sexy lingerie and set on talking to her is a good way to start redeeming himself.

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Date: 31 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 122: Chapter 18 Part 9

He just has to give in and he'll live ;).

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Date: 31 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 121: Chapter 18 Part 8

What could he want? Did he change his mind?

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Date: 18 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 114: Chapter 18 Part 1

It's kind of hard reviewing a chapter when you've already read the next one but I'll try anyway.
I'm glad Bella lii as there for Edward. They'll be wonderful parents for both children once Tanya's out of the picture.

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Date: 18 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 115: Chapter 18 Part 2

I hope he doesn't suggest to go on faking their relationship. The best way to spin Tanya's indiscretion, in my eyes, is to tell the press they haven't been together in a while but tried to keep up appearances for the baby. That would mean Tanya wasn't cheating and he'd be free to form a family with Bella. I still hope Charlie will turn out to be Edward's biological son, though.

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Date: 19 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 116: Chapter 18 part 3

I hope Tanya will take the deal, or better yet, sign away her parental rights. Then Bella could adopt Charlie eventually.

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Date: 21 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 117: Chapter 18 Part 4

I'm so relieved Tanya accepted. Now, does that mean the story's almost over since we're past the drama or is this just the calm before the real storm? I just hope Edward and Bella can give into their feelings now.

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Date: 23 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 118: Chapter 18 Part 5

As sad as it is, Charlie hating Tanya eventually is inevitable. How can a child ever understand that his mother doesn't want him? I just hope Edward and Bella will be great parents so he won't have to wish for anything.

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Date: 26 Oct 2015 Title: Chapter 119: Chapter 18 Part 6

How long will it be until he feels it's safe to take her on a date? It has to be at least months. And even then. the press probably won't be very forgiving. Is he aware he's going to torture Bella and himself for weeks on end? Is intentions may be noble but sadly I'm afraid they won't do much good.

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Date: 03 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 124: Chapter 19 part 1

I guess Edward will need lots and lots of showers.

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Date: 03 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 125: Chapter 19 Part 2

I'm glad Rose could made Edward feel better. Why should he miss someone who's just a terrible person?

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Date: 18 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 127: Chapter 19 Part 4

I can't believe they manage to stop every time.

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Date: 18 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 128: Chapter 19 Part 5

Will Friday night be THE night? Hopefully it will.

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Date: 18 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 129: Chapter 19 Part 6

This was too short :(. More please.

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Date: 25 Nov 2015 Title: Chapter 130: Chapter 19 Part 7

The date was really nice. And finally they're able to realease some steam. Yay.

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Date: 08 Dec 2015 Title: Chapter 131: Chapter 19 Part 8

It's getting really hot!!!

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Date: 31 Jan 2016 Title: Chapter 140: Chapter 19 Part 17

I guess his cock is trying to make up for the past months, lol.

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Date: 31 Jan 2016 Title: Chapter 141: Chapter 19 Part 18

They're really insatiable.

Summary: Past Featured Story

A Dominant & A Gentleman

Growing up with a father in the military was hard on Bella. She made a promise to herself that she would never date or fall for a Marine like her father. That is until she runs into a pair of identical twins that have her reconsidering her rule.

Anthony is shy, extremely polite, and a true gentleman.

Edward appears to be in control and exudes confidence, and has a very dark side.

Will she take the risk or walk away?



A special thank you to Chandrakanta for creating the awesome banner for this story.

And a heartfelt thank you with undying gratitude to my awesome beta LostInPa who has helped with this story from the very first chapter.

I ♥ you hard!

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Categories: Twilight, Non-Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward/OC
Genre: Erotica
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 134473 Read Count: 75083
[Report This] Published: 05 Mar 2015 Updated: 01 May 2016
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Date: 23 May 2015 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16 Crossing Enemy Lines

Edward seems to be feeling things he didn't bargain for. Maybe even for him the time has come to settle down with the right woman. Sadly, I know where this is going.
Although I'm not into submissive men I'm so excited for Anthony and Bree.

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Date: 23 May 2015 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15 TARFU

Pie Anthony is surrounded by doms and subs and doesn't even know. The whole lifestyle is so foreign to him. I'm sure it must be a shock to see the girl you like like that, being dominated so openly by someone you despise for doing it. It's a good thing Bree is there to explain things to him.

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Date: 23 May 2015 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 Oscar Fox Sierra

I'd be totally intimidated by the amount of steel he's carrying around. But again, the pics ... O. My. God.

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Date: 23 May 2015 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13 Prisoner of Edward's

Dammit, as if the story itself wasn't hot enough, those pics and little videos you add make it really hard to read instead of wanting to re-enact it, lol. I've really missed this story.

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Date: 23 May 2015 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12 FUBAR

Even reading this for the second time I feel so sad for Anthony. He can't understand the alternative lifestyle and therefore can't see that he could never offer Bella what she needs.
I'm just happy to know that he'll find himself a match as well ;)

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Date: 23 May 2015 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 Operation...Chains

He knows how to get her all worked up without even doing much. And knowing what's to come had me all worked up as well.

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Date: 01 May 2016 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29 Epilogue Disneyland....Ooorah!

Perfect family time. I'd never have imagined this Edward to turn into a family man like that. But it's great. Can't wait for the outtake.

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Date: 28 Apr 2016 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28 Dog Tags

Awww! That was just perfect. So sweet I'm glad, though, we'll get back to the cave as well. I missed that a bit. I'm also very curious what Edward's going to do with his life now that he's retire.

Thanks you so much for this wonderful story. It was worth the wait.

Author's Response:

play with chains all day? laughs.....

Thank you!!! hearts and hugs!

 

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Date: 24 May 2015 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24 Return to Camp Pendleton

Okay, now we're getting closer to new material. Thanks for the many updates yesterday. Please, update again soon.