Penname: sessahhh [Real name: Vanessa
Member Since: 27 Jan 2010
Membership status: Member
Bio:

 


I'm 26, I have a boring job in a stupid cube and hate the fact that sometimes I have big important meetings that require suits but at least I have a window - Fred and Cassandra like that. Yea, they are my plants and I find myself talking to them more than any person probably should (studies have shown it is both good for you AND the plants so back off). We don't discuss anything major, just the quick "Hello, how are ya? Did you have a good weekend?" etc.


NYC is not as interesting when you are stuck behind a desk on the 38th floor with a crappy view. I used to have a corner office that overlooked Times Square with the Hudson farther in the distance but the corporate heads found they needed to put someone more "important" in that space and I didn't quite fit the bill. Damn, I liked having two windows and a door. I'm happy I get sun in the morning but I wish I could just sit outside under a tree all day (preferably with wifi).


I am extremely addicted to FF but only Twilight FF. I find myself rushing through work in order to read another chapter while no one is looking. I love LOVE LOVE to read everything but I'm not into writing. I haven't found a story that I think isn't told... yet. I only read the Twilight stuff cause honestly SM's reads really lacked. I mean "fade to black." (?!) What the F?! I thought about giving the HP fic a whirl but decided against it mainly cause it weirds me out (they will forever be 11 in my head) and JK did the most incredible writing with that series and I'm sorry but no one can come close to the same caliber of writing.


My favorites are usually smutty. The smuttier, the better. Think: two towel minimum (Heartbreak Remedy, The Office, Alphabet Weekends, The Mistress and Her Master, The Training School).


**Unfortunately, as of lately, the best ones seem be removed from FF and that makes me sad. Yes, some bits violate TOS but more than that, it's the bashing of really amazing authors that makes me so mad I could scream. What is wrong with you that you must put others down in order to feel good about yourself? Didn't your parents ever teach you any manners? [done with rant although I'm still seething].


Thank you to TWCS for letting us get our fun on with your wicked cool site. 


I have a penchant for the angst as well (Wide Awake, Just One of the Guys, The Fallout). Oh! And I can't get enough of an inked up B/E. H-O-T!! (Unexpected,AntiEstablishment Anarchy) Add a few piercings and I think I need a minute to adjust (Clipped Wings and Inked Armor). My very most favs make me laugh so hard I nearly pee (Bella Swan: Kidnapper, The Wingman, Mr Horrible, Living Backwards).


Hit me up if you are ever wandering around Bryant Park around lunch time and we can discuss the latest deliciousness of Twi FF or why SM felt the need to describe a baby vamp chomping her way out but not the act that brought the spawn to fruition.


Lastly, I have a legitimate fear I will someday run out of good stories to read therefore I start a million all at the same time and read authors' favorites and start those too. It's a sickness. If you have a good one, let me know.


 


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Reviews by sessahhh
Summary:

Bella hasn't spoken a word to anyone in over two years. Charlie is frustrated and lost at how to help her. When the Cullen's move to Forks, will they be able to help her open up? Will Charlie still be there if he really knew what she was hiding?

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Banner by, rpattz1990 

 

Warning: This story deals with dark subject matter.


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Ageise02's Read Stories, I Whitlock's read , Stories I've Already read, My Favorite Stories, luv2write finished reads, to read
Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 85605 Read Count: 161941
[Report This] Published: 19 Feb 2010 Updated: 15 Apr 2010
Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 25 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28

Nice mini father-daughter talk. They needed one. 

Almost as much as we needed another cliffie... 



Author's Response:

Sorry, I love my cliffies:)

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 25 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29

Very nice.



Author's Response:

Thanks

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30

Good chapter!



Author's Response:

Thanks!

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31

That was quite an intense session. 



Author's Response:

Yes, it was:)

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 32

Breakthroughs make me smile like a crazy person. 



Author's Response:

lol, me too:)

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 33

Such a great chapter. I think your best one yet. Way to give them all just a little bit of closure. 



Author's Response:

Thank you!

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Good job. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35

This Bella makes me want to say, 'I am woman, hear me roar." Go kick some ass girly. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36

That was a pretty good Christmas-inspired prank. LOL.

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Just when you thought this story was wrapping up and Bella was on her way to finding happiness, we are sucked back in. I wonder what'll happen next...

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38

Well, atleast she's talking to the therapist. Hopefully she will talk to Edward and Charlie too. Good job. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39

WTF!?!? You are leaving it there?!! Arg! And I am out of chapters. Thanks for the crazy good cliffie. I loved Esme when she got all Mama Bear on Renee. I thought she was going to scratch her eyes out. And poor Edward. Bella will be alright, right? She has to!!



Author's Response:

lol, thanks for the review:)

Summary: Past Featured Story

 

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Edward Cullen loves two things in this world: his twins Wendy and Car, and his tattoos.

Bella Swan is jaded by her husband, who left her three months pregnant. Now her daughter Lily is her entire world and she wears her love for Lily on her skin...

Can these two broken hearted people overcome their fears and come together?

Or are they both to stubborn?

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Amberina's Completed Favs List, Lady Luciole's Favorites TwiHu, Stories I've read
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 48082 Read Count: 108993
[Report This] Published: 20 Feb 2010 Updated: 29 Jun 2010
Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 21 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Good start. I like the description of the little ones. I can't wait to hear some more. 



Author's Response:

Thank you so much for reading! :D

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 25 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

So excited that you updated this story! It seems like it is going to be a world of fun to see these two get together. Her tattoos sound beautiful and his seem really cool too. 

My fav line: "and so much emotional baggage that airline companies were in their right to charge me extra money for a ticket." hahaha



Author's Response:

Thank you so much!! If you havent seen it yet... I've uploaded pictures of the tattoos onto my profile so you can go check them out ;)

And yeah, I'm crazy like that. I always make sentences weird:P

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 25 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

I think Daddy C with tatts made me fall in love that much more with this fic. Good job. I'll just be over here having a nice little fantasy. Mmm... 

I love the EPOV. He seems like such a wonderful father and of course it doesn't hurt that he is definitely a wicked hot DILF. 



Author's Response:

Have fun with that! :D :P

And yeah, EPOV is so much fun to write and its ridiculously easy to crawl inside his head for me. Thank you for reading, you dont know what it means to me ;)

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 26 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

Great job with this chapter. I like how Bella and Edward were so close to meeting each other given the relationship with Em and yet some how, it never happened - I guess no R/Em BBQs with both Bella AND Edward there... 

Small world.

Anywho... I think I'll be over here continuing my tattooed Carlisle fantasy. What? Edward was busy having first conversations with Bella and Lilly.



Author's Response:

Whahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Good point, on you go with tattooed Carlisle fantasies whahahahahahahahahaha

(Please keep in mind the poor man's married :P)

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Great chapter. I loved the part where Lily puts Edward's locket in her mouth. That is a wonderfully adorable picture. And their interaction in general, so freakin' cute. I like how Rose is a great friend in this story and not just a cliche super bitch like every other story seems to describe her. Kudos to you for going the other way and giving her friendly attributes. 

Thanks for the shout-out. hehehe. Made me feel uber special. 



Author's Response:

But seriously, remind me to write that outtake ;)

Yes, the part where Lily puts Edward's locket in her little mouth was a visual I had before I even started writing this story and I couldn't wait to actually put it in words! :D

And yeah, it's true... a lot of people always put Rosalie down as a bitch but it's like how Emmett is mostly portrayed as a loud, obnoxious imbecile, it pisses me off :P So I made her uber friendly ;) And besides that... I like being a rebel LOL

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 02 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

I think I would be giddy like schoolgirl (squeels and all) if your Edward called me for a date too. I love how Rose managed to clean Bella up in only a few minutes. Meet-the-mother-and-be-uber-presentable-in-15-minutes-or-less by Rose. Ta daaaa.



Author's Response:

Oh I know... that phonecall even made my rational, cool-headed, 'It takes a lot to get to me'- sister squeal :P

And ah, the magic touch of the Rose lol

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 04 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

I certainly thought I missed a chapter or something when I started reading. Good job with this one. I thought the date was sweet, especially when they were telling each other about their tattooes.

Author's Response:

Thanks :D I think you'll love the next chapter... Carlisle in swim gear and tattoos ;)

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Not sure what if anything could have made this chapter better. A group of hotties in skimpy suits, a ridiculously hot, wet B/E, adorable kiddies splashing away, and my favorite, Carlisle without a shirt showing off his tattoos . Sigh, what could be
better? Oh I know, how about a motherly Esme essentially sticking up for all of woman kind?

Author's Response:

Hee hee, wow thanks! :D And I knew you'd like Daddy C =D

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 13 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

What a ridiculous A/N. That is much too much going on for one person. Good chapter. I liked Emmett's big brother talk. I like how Edward would "kick his own ass" if he did something to hurt Bella. That just seems like a funny thing to possibly try to do. And I like the twins cause that is definitely how I picture little ones asking about the new lady friend. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 13 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

I liked this chapter a lot cause it was just... so... your Bella. She is easily overwhelmed in her head but sweet and funny on the outside. 

I thought this line was good [albeit heavy on the cheese]: "Because I love the idea of capturing moments from the past to take with you to your future.”

And I especially liked the Alice smirk that should be illegal in ten states. LOL. Good job. 



Author's Response:

Hee hee you can blame my sister for the cheesy line:P

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 13 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

hahahahah... what a fun second date!! Good job!

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 16 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Good chapter. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 19 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13

I liked how you skipped ahead in time just a bit. It makes it much realistic with the ILYs. I squeed just a bit when I realized that's where it was going. Gah, I love a good first ILY. Great job. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 21 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Oooo... I'm soooo excited for my outtake. Mmm... gotta love that man with ink. Yum-Oh. And I'm even more stoked that I got a shout-out. I feel like a celebrity on your super awesome talk show couch. O.M.G. I am Tom Cruise squeeing and jumping up and down on Oprah's couch about how much I love Katie. FYI, in this scenario, I think you are Oprah and Katie is your fuckawesome story. 

Loved the chapter - I was confused for like half a second cause I thought Bella was having a dream about waking up in Edward's bed and then I remembered he put her there and I was all smiles again.

And the kids and pancakes and Lilly's kicking feet and Edward. Swoon, that DILF is pulling out all the stops and it doesn't even feel like he's trying anymore. It just comes naturally. 

Angel/Devil time on the couch was quite good too. I love how Car and Wendy have taken to Bella so well. No tantrums. And I think if they break up, Edward may try to get custody of Lilly cause he seems over the moon with her. Not to mention Mama. 



Author's Response:

Oooo!! Can we do a happy dance on the stage? Just for the fun of it? I'll have my producers download 5ive's Everybody get up-song for nostalgia sake ;) (not that we're getting old or anything, LOL)

Thanks for reading, sweetheart and I'll contact you when I've put the outtake up ;)

Hugs,
Emma

P.S. Do I have to be Oprah? Can't I be one of those supermodel-looking talkshow hosts? You know, just to boost my ego a bit? :P

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Oh that was delicious. The lemon was great - so full of passion of love. And little Car, oh I just want to hug him and squeeze him and never let go. What a happy little fic. Good job, Emma!

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

That is absolutely a ridiculous sum of money for one guy to have. It's a good thing he just a woman and another kid to feed and take care of. 

Happy belated Birthday to your little one! And I have been doing a little NM rewatching myself. It's not bad to watch with the sound off just seeing them move around in your periphery when you're doing something else. 

Great job with this chapter. I wonder what kind of job Bella will get. I'm off to read the C/Es outtake. Can't wait!!

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 31 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17

I love a man who's not afraid to cry... 

Good chapter, as usual.

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 17 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 19

I'm so glad to see that you're back. And who cares if we only get a tiny glance into lemonville. I'm happy just to see an update. Your ex is an idiot if he doesn't see what a prize you are and all the love that you can give. I say this based solely on the attention you provide to your characters and your readers and I only imagine how exponentially better it is in real life. 

Beautiful chapter.

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 17 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Epilogue

Ahhh!!! Such a great ending. It had everything - a wedding, a baby, cute kids growing up, a surprise kid, and more tattoos. What more can I say? I loved the story and loved the epilogue. That last line was perfect. 

Great, great job here. I look forward to reading some of your other writings but I think it will be difficult to top this one. I mean... tattooed Carlisle - how could you top that? Mmm... fantasy time. 

Summary: Past Featured Story

Bella finds out she's pregnant, but Edward wants nothing to do with it...it doesn't fit his plans! She moves on...Will time make Edward want to be in their lives before the baby is born? Will they find their way back to each other - AH/lemons later  NC-17 RATING FOR VOILENCE IN LATER CHAPTERS.

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Ageise02's Read Stories
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 56874 Read Count: 61052
[Report This] Published: 22 Feb 2010 Updated: 04 Apr 2010
Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue

Great job!! I can't wait to see what happens next. Edward, you are such a dick. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2: Goodbye to You

I like stories where James is the the friend and not the crazy psychopath or former lover turned crazy psychopath. Great job with the second chapter. It's a bit choppy but I think they will get better as you continue writing. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Feb 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3 - Glimpses of Insanity

He deserved that punch in the face and way more! I can't believe he called Jessica up not once but twice. What. A. Dick. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 - Engagement Party

Very good. Now let's get Jessica back in here so we can all have a go at her. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12 - One Flew over the CooCoo Nest

Soooo creepy. It is just awesome. I think Jessica's POV was my favorite one yet. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13 - Small Gestures

Pickles and ice cream... hahahhaa

But why would Jessica send the onesie to Bella? Unless it's got some poisonous neurotoxin in it... 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 - Nightmares

Based on the chapter title I should have definitely seen that coming but no, I was thoroughly confused and just a little bit pissed. You little trickster. LOL. Good job. Pulled a fast one on me. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15 - Moving Forward

That baby class was hilarious. Future blackmail video. Que evil laugh... 

Loved this line: "For god sakes how hard could it be to breathe in, breathe out and do he, he, he. Rocket science, what a waste of time!"

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16 - Stalking Tendencies

Oh that was wicked good in its uber creepiness. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17 - A Mother's Nightmare

Oh my!! You must give us the next chapter! Did they get to her in time? Is the baby going to be ok? Who is going to be the one to get to Jessica first and how will they kill her - I say something brutal like a stabbing. Or perhaps Edward doesn't get to revenge Bella's almost death and the police just shoot her cause she won't step away from the baby. Arg. So good, so crazy. Can't wait for more. Good job!

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18 - Carnage

I guess no more children for Bella, if she even survives this mess. I wonder what the guys will do when they find Jessica. She needs help, not to be beaten to a pulp by four grown men out for revenge. Glad there was such a quick update but we are still in such a precarious situation not knowing who will live or die, including the baby. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 28 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19 - Dark Passenger

Wow - this is the ending?!?! Crazy that you decided to make Edward a murderer. Interesting. How the hell is going to explain finding the baby? Eh, who cares - one line can proly be enough. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20 - Stay with Me

Great, great ending! Good job. I have thoroughly enjoyed reading this story, mostly because it was chock full of crazy. 

Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 05 Apr 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21 - Epilogue

Very good job. 

Summary:

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The long awaited 'Etched in my Skin'-outtake of the f*ckhot doctor Carlisle and Esme! Tattoos and Smut! What more do you want?

Written especially for Sessahhh whose awesome reviews inspired me to do this!!

Contains explicit sexual content!! If you're underaged, you have no bussiness reading this!!


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Carlisle/Esme
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Amberina's Completed Favs List, Stories I've read
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2263 Read Count: 926
[Report This] Published: 23 Mar 2010 Updated: 23 Mar 2010
Reviewer: sessahhh Signed
Date: 27 Mar 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Passion and Ink

So fucking good. I can only hope I have such wicked hot sexy times when I am their age. And those tatts. Oh sweet Jesus. I wonder if I can convince my other half to get one - so far, no luck but I'm going to keep trying. Maybe I'll make him read this outtake and he will realize how much I love a tattooed man. Great, great job. 

Thanks so much for making it specially for me. It made me feel like a celebrity by association. hehehe. 

I really liked the funny bits you stuck in the story, especially this line: "I had never seen that man put out the fire and lock up the house faster." And then panty-ripping. Uhgh. So hot. Gah I love a sexalicious Carlisle. And yours is pretty damn good.