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“You know what I think?” He raised his eyebrows “No I don’t but I would love to know love to hear it”

“I think you are wrong …“ Edward raised his eyebrows in disbelief, but I went on to explain before he could interrupt my train of thought. “ …about us needing to go to the club more often just to let people see us. I think we should go as you have already planned but not any extra times just to appease your adoring public.” Edward got that perplexed look on his face again.

“Think about it. All anyone really knows is that I showed up one night with Aro’s card. You yourself were kind of intrigued about how I knew him.” Edward nodded

“Your right I was, Aro doesn’t give them out.” I went on with my theory, while Edward’s hands moved down to rub my bottom.

“Then the next thing anyone knows is that sometime within the next week, you and I got together and then when they see us I’m sporting your collar around my neck. Now in order to justify why that happened they come up with all sorts of circumstances that would explain it. Which is alright but then like an arrogant child who is looking for attention from their daddy, they start spouting it to others, knowing it’s going to get back to you”

“Is that the psychologist talking? Because let me get this straight. They…” he pointed to my computer “… are the arrogant child and I am the daddy, and they are doing this to get a rise out of me?” I nodded.

“And it’s working”

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Bella it sounds to this one like you are depending upon your Master.”

“I am and that scares me.” I admitted in defeat. I could see the question raging in her eyes I didn’t give her a chance to pose it.

“Jane I never depended on anyone in my life. Anytime I did it was a complete disappointment. So I just learned to do everything on my own. I hate the fact that I am so weak to need Edward so much.”

“Bella there is no such things as needing your Master too much. Let’s make that clear right now.” Jane’s voice turned demanding “He wants to be needed, it brings him satisfaction to meet your needs and see that you are properly taken care of. There is also no such thing as a weak submissive. It takes a lot of strength, courage and confidence to give yourself over so completely to someone else. It is not an easy thing to do and those that try because they think it is an effortless life find out very soon that it is not. That usually happens with the first punishment.”

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“You did your father’s wash?” that sounded like something a kid shouldn’t do.

“Yeah…since I was ten or eleven.” there must have been some kind of bewilderment on my face because she justified herself. “I told you this. Charlie worked all kinds of weird hours; mostly he would sleep during the day and …”

Breaking in to her train of thought I made the assumption “You did all the chores”

She shrugged “Someone had too”

I truly couldn’t imagine any ten year old taking it upon themselves to be responsible for keeping a house. I suppose that would be another reason why at the tender age of eighteen Bella thought herself ready for marriage. It seems so clear to me that she had hopes and dreams for a regular life, college, career and all the other things that eighteen year olds dream about. However in her advanced maturity she pushed her own happiness aside and took on the responsibility of trying to please someone else. I had thought Bella to be a natural submissive and it would seem like she was.

The mistake she made was in her choice of partners. I have no doubt that had he not been abusive she would have been a perfect wife. Bella did everything within her power to see to his happiness even to the point of losing her own.

She was just being cute about the money thing... she has the money from her mothers death, He has never really said how much he has, just that he was a trust fund baby. But think about it he's not living in an overly expensive house. He doesn't endulge in expensive hobbies (except the playroom - which those toys and furniture are not cheap ) and he drives a modest car so he's no capucal-rich ... but he's not wondering how he is going to pay his mortage either....Bella? Is a million loaded? It would make her comfortable but she would still need to work and she definitly would have to watch not to over spend.....Personally I could use a million so if you happen to see any extra laying around,, be a sweety and send it my way ...lol

She messed up on something she should already know not to do ...

Bella has some gahonnies on her... she might be submissive, but she's no pushover ....

Leah has some issues,, and they will be popping up ....

Bella being left there alone and all those emotions was about her self esteam but also the mind set of the submissive...When you are in full on submission you become very attached and dependant on your Dom....had he been gone for only a minute has he had planned everything would have been fine, Bella would have breathe a sigh of relief at his return but she would have been fine,,,Because he was away longer, her without telling her that a) he was leaving or B) when he would be back....she became afraid and felt lost,,,,like she was left hanging there with no safty net underneath her...he's her rock and stability ...she gave him that responsibilty and he accepted it, know full well what it entailed....ok ... I almost wrote you a whole chapter her...lol...maybe I do get too wordy ...lol.....thanks for reading...i have your weekly teaser....lml

“It’s just the food” I told him as he followed me to the door barking the whole time “Seth!” I admonished while shutting down the alarm and opening the door to a very stunned Irena.

“Since when do you have a dog Edward?”

I didn’t respond to her question instead sighing heavily “What can I do for you Irena?”

“You can invite me in” She said as if it should be obvious.

Hesitantly I moved to the side to allow her entrance locking the door but leaving the alarm off, I wasn’t taking any chances. She stood in my living room watching Seth as he sat by my feet.

“I never thought you to be a dog lover” The sweetness in her voice confused me because the last time we spoke it was anything but friendly. That was the day she and Caius attacked Bella for which I found their actions deplorable.

“Cut the crap Irena why are you here?” My tone was rude but she deserved it and I didn’t trust her.

I think that they both have come along way .. they are growing together,,,

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Edward took the lid off his coffee while I took a bite of the danish moaning as the sweet gooey goodness melted in my mouth. The mixture of berries was a perfect balance between sweet and tangy with a thin layer of warm yummy cheese and sweet drizzle.

“MMMmmmmnnnn” I think my eyes rolled to the back of my head. When I opened my eyes Edward was looking at me licking his bottom lip. “What?”

He kind of shook his head as if trying to come out of a daze before taking a drink of coffee. “Last night was good?”

“Uh huh…” I nodded as I swallowed “…last night was great. I was a little worried when I saw the leash”

Edward cleared his throat “Well you shouldn’t have been looking, your eyes are to remain down not searching the room.”

I sighed “I know but when you put it down on the table all I could think about was when you were going to put it on me.” He looked…stunned, so I figured it would be a good idea to explain. “ Not that I wanted to walk around in public and I will admit it panicked me a little but it kind of excited me too.” taking a drink of coffee I asked the question I really wanted to know.

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Excusing myself I went into the kitchen to check in dinner, everything was done so after pulling the chicken out of the oven - to allow it to rest - I started putting the other stuff into serving bowls. The sound of the kitchen door swinging open made me turn to see who was there, and I smiled as Aro joined me.

“Isabella I don’t wish to disturb you, but may I speak with you for a minute?”

Not wanting to be rude I stopped what I was doing. “Yes Sir, do you need something?”

“No..no, please continue, I can talk while you work.”  I asked him to give me a second while I took the Corn Pie out of the oven because I didn’t want him talking to my back. Once it was out I gave him my attention. 

Eyeing the pie I had just removed he smiled at me warmly “It’s nice to see you so carefree around everyone. You seem much more confident and I must admit it does me good to see that. You are young and need to laugh more.”

I giggled “Emmett is easy to laugh with”

Aro agreed with me with a slight nod of his head “And Edward?”

“Edward is easy to laugh with too.”

“Good, it truly brings me joy to see you happy and carefree.”

“Well I don’t know about carefree…”

Aro spoke before I could finish “Yes well that is wanted to talk to you about.

Victoria... I think two chapters of Victoria...fun and loving playfullness and then to Fork...These two are going to need the relaxation that Victoria will give them before Bella goes to Forks....it will be interesting that's for sure ((at least I hope it is))....

yes I meant tete-a-tete...do I say it alot? Now come on you don't really think that I would have them go to Forks in full swing D/s.?...lol...that was a joke. Although here are several who would like to see it...lol...Bella is in no way ready for that and Charlie would be ...I can't even imagine what his reaction whould be. He is going to have enough of a problem with the tattoo...lol.....When was Jane around Alice? I think the only mention was when Alice said about coming to dinner at B&E's and Alice said about Jane's talk and that she calls Aro Master....did she say that happened in person? or did she say that she just doesn't like it ...((you know like it is common knowledge that Jane behaves that way ))...Because even in Bella's room, Jane talked in 1st person because she thought it would make Bella more comfortable I can't imagine that she wouldn't do that in front of Alice...or Esme....(just a thought)

I'm trying to tell this story as true to life as posssible. I know that I take some liberites and I did rush their relationship (( but that was due to time restraints and my day-by-day intent to tell my story))...Ok, I wouldn't say that it was a wasted chapter. There was more information about Aro and Bella's relationship then might have been needed, but thrown into the conversation was some tid-bits of information that was important. Such as people were mad that Edward didn't do something to Jess...well he doesn't have the power to do that. However Aro does and I think he will and I also think that Jess is not going to be happy about that...also Aro is taking care of the Mike situation. (why?) he said he didn't care about Jess but does he really? Jess is signing in under his name and then he has a few weeks where it was clear that someone erased a guest that signed in under him ((did that just make sense?)) that is what Aro wants to talk to Mike about....hmmm....and there were a few other pieces of information in the chapter... so no, I don't agree that it was a waste...besides as I said it was a requested conversation and they needed to have some dinner conversation anyway...lol.....Thanks for reading and leaving a comment. I have this weeks teaser for you...lml

Taking another drink of coffee I didn’t say anything, but that was twice now that something was not put on the calendar. The lunch with Jane yesterday- which I found out about accidentally - that was ultimately cancelled and now the waxing, I guess my submissive will have some explaining to do. But at the moment I thought of something else.

“If you are waxing have them remove the remaining patch of hair” Bella’s hand stopped mid-way to her mouth as she just stared at me and I wondered what had caused the reaction I was getting. 

“W..Why? You said I could keep it”

Taking a drink of coffee I thought over my words to her on the subject “If I remember correctly I said you could keep it for the time-being but I would like it gone now”

“Can we talk about this?” her eyes stayed focused on the few pieces of bagel that were still on the paper towel. I didn’t understand what the problem was; we were talking about a tiny little patch of neatly trimmed hair.

“What’s the big deal?” I watched as she sat there quietly staring at the table chewing her bottom lip. “Bella?”

Devastation is the only word that came to my mind when she looked into my eyes “I know this is really stupid, but can I please keep it until next time?”

My eyes narrowed in confusion what did it matter if it was now or later? “Why?”

“Do you know why I kept a small patch?”

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Leah went into the bathroom while Bella came around the corner into the kitchen. Our eyes met immediately as a warm smile engulfed her face. It was clear she had been crying and it took everything I had in me to remain in the chair and not run to comfort her. Sue looked up as she started putting food on the table then went over to hug Bella just as I wanted to. Bella nodded at whatever Sue was saying then left her go so she could say hello to her father.

“Hi daddy” Bella said wrapping her arms around him from the back before leaning down to kiss his cheek.

Charlie’s hand gripped her forearm then patted it in a fatherly manner. “Hi’a Bells. How are you?”

“I’m good…” Bella gazed at me while adding “…I guess you got to met Edward?”

“Yes…no thanks to you. Paul introduced us” Bella glared at Jacob mouthing ‘Paul’, Jacob held his hands up in surrender “You don’t want to know”