I can't  stop crying........when they were "having sex" the last time and he kept saying no and flying away from Alice......OMG the tears started.. when she read part of the jounral i was crying.......by the last part of them saying "goodbye" i was bawling like a baby and i can't stop.......i'm sorry this isn't long.....i'm a emotional wreak right now..lol.

Ok wiping tears from my eyes.....................first i am soo glad he is still alive .. second nope i forgot that little part of no memory of there life.. so that kind of goes against what Aro said to her  about the only other one who knows him and about his past .......so he kind of mixed words there....... tricky little fucker..... ummmm. omg this is horrible but wonderful.... i mean he is alive but will he want nothing to do with her....... UGH...

Ok i have a BIG concern and Brenna laughed her ass off at me but it is a big concern of mine.(i believe her words were this is the biggest part of the story and that's what u are worried about "falling on the floor laughing my ass off ) that's what she said..

Anyways my concern........when Alice said she had to come with them and then Emmett grabbed her. but we didn't know it was Emmett.......what happened to poor blade......was he left all alone on the roof.. how is he gonna get down.?? I can't believe they left the poor dog on the roof!

SO Aro put her through all that grief i guess doing that was the worse punishment he could do to her because omg thinking she was going to have to watch him be killed made me sick also...... i was totally freaking out the whole time because i didn't  read anything from Edward.....that was so hard..Emmett i feel so bad for him but he really needs to let this anger go. and having this issue against Bella isn't healthy......

on and now this file she has to read i'm so worried about that what if just one time she forgets or doesn't do exactly as it says will they kill Edward?? And by not being able to talk about them does that mean she willl have to make up a lie to Edward about his past???

god when this first started this chapter i was surprised how Bella didn't seem to think or care about edward only that Alice came and saw her but i guess from the way she acted later she did care.....she handled it so much better then me.........and u so fooled me i had no idea that was a dream with Rose in the beginning. and how did Rose die?? and Please let me know about poor Blade.....i hate to think he is stuck on that roof..lol

Ah as always a great chapter.. i think this was one of my favorite chapters yet.. maybe because it was just so light and carefree i don't know i just loved it.. the amusement park they went to and the baseball game. Sitting on the porch swing talking the cracker jacks box and surprise (i thought it was a engagement ring) but what he got her sounded just beautiful.  I liked the little talk between Bella and Carlisle and Holler out for OHIO.. (that's where i'm from) YAY

That was so cute when they were both all moping around for two days without seeing each other .. and Edward said he was besotted (i googled that , thank u google) .... Good advice  from Maggie.

OK i won't panic yet but hmm have to wonder where his parents are.. i just got a feeling something bad is going to happen really soon and Bella isn't going to be prepared.. i don't know what but i just have a feeling.. kind of a big something like because of her almost attack from James Edward was a prime suspect in 'James possible murder'... And Carlisle i don't know i am afraid this whole thing with being here is going to mess up Carlisle happy life in the future.. God i didn't even think about all those others ppl until Bella mentioned it.. Tom and Samantha.. Maggie and Liza the others they all have a very good chance of dying from this... how do u walk away knowing without giving them a 'bit of a warning' but u can't always interfer but man i couldn't walk away knowing they were going to possible die... UGH so frustrating..

BUT now for the exciting part.. YES SHE SAID OKAY but hey i'll tell  it .. She is going to marry him .... I am so happy i mean it's not like they have to get married tomorrow .. weddings take awhile to plan but still so glad she said "OKAY" ..

Oh loved the little groping, kissing at the amusement park.. I clicked on the link of youtube to see the 'music man" and i couldn't get the link to work so i will try again later...

Ok first love this story but am i missing something? Cuz this story is a lot about Bella and trying to save Edward then it is Edward actually being in it....SO i wasn't sure if i was missing a important part in the story.. Carlisle is almost in it more then him... So anyways with that being said I loved this chapter.....Alice is really there don't know how or why but she is there........ don't know if that will mess anything  up either but still Now Bella isn't so alone anymore and she is OK with Bella keeping Edward from turning I was really surprised at that...... glad she didn't make Bella feel guilty like she said if Edward had the choice he would choice to live a life as a human.. i think too.I am just worried about Bella working in the hospital what if she is so focused on making sure Edward is OK and gets out and she gets sick before she can. I mean she will be working at the hospital i am sure tons of nurses and doctors got sick from the sick patient with this. I don't know getting ahead of myself ... anyways loved the kiss and hopefully Edward isn't in to much trouble with his dad.. lol....  Now Bella and us know what is going on with Edward in the present so that is good.. but i bet Edward is freaking out now if he got Alice's message and comes home to find alice gone or in a coma state and not being able to find Bella either.. UGH confusing but u know what i mean.. I bet if Bella was to go back home if things didn't work out i bet vampire Edward would be waiting for her.... One more questions does Bella not think of human Edward and Vampire Edward as the same because she told Edward he never hurt her and he did .. not human Edward but Vamp Edward.. and i am always surprised she is never upset or sad over her vampire Edward leaving her.....when she is with human Edward... ok rambling.....

Oh this was a really good chapter..

loved this part… or that copy shop girl who broke up Ross and Rachel on Friends.

Okay, sure, they were on a “break”… but still.

Damn i was shocked Bella told Carlisle about Alice...... i mean i guess it's OK but still I can't believe she did damn.

What the hell happened   she was seeing Bella's death... I don't get it..

Loved the whole upstairs in the bathroom. loved the whole in the alley...

God i was so afraid Alice was gonna disappear at first...

I really liked that Edward was in this chapter a lot more.

Ugh RL is invading my brain at the moment so i can't really post a proper review.. sorry... but it was a really good chapter.

OK so as a human James was less then a gentleman also..

I had to laugh over her remembering the scenes from the movie so she knew how to 'attack James.

So i was thinking James still has Bella's handkief with Edwards intinal on it so that maybe touble i mean if he wants revenage. I mean yes he thinks her name is Jane Smith but it said EAM i don't know maybe it's nothing to worry about but if James the human is anything like James the vampire he won't give up and having that he may found out who he is .... alright putting to much thought into it .. but still makes me uneasy that he has that.....

And now on to Alice, did she have a vision she isn't telling Bella about i wonder? And omg i am so glad she stopped Bella cuz i didn't even think about what would happen to Alice if James died in the past.. See so much can be changed by the simplest things and mess a lot of stuff up..

Glad Carlisle and Edward actually bonded a bit.......cuz Carlisle thinking these bad things about Edward is pissing me off.......First accuses him of beating Bella (well to Bella ) and then thinks Edward would let Bella go to the alley by herself.... come on....... he is just looking for the worse in Edward because he can't get over his feelings for Bella...(um yuck he is like a Dad to her) ... OK so anyways can't wait for next chapter ....... really good...hopefullly Edward is in it a bit more.........

OK whoa........ lots to think about........

So Victoria changed James got it....... And Bella told Carlisle about Esme.. i am telling you Bella is messing with things she shouldn't be....... Just like she thought Carlisle won't go to where Esme is because he won't have Edward so he will have no reason...........unless in a couple of years he goes out in search of Esme...... i just think that Edward being gone from there lives things won't work out because the only reason Carlisle even looked twice at Rose was for a mate for Edward..... and who is to say he and Esme will even be there.. which mean Emmett will die from Bear attack...... I don't know all i have to say is Bella needs to decide who's happiness is more important hers or Carlisle  because if she keeps human Edward  Carlisle will more then likely live a lonly life maybe he can find Esme though maybe.. but if she lets Edward get turned she runs the risk of never seeing Edward again because Vampire Edward left her but i bet he comes back now that "bella went missing... And now that Carlisle is already a vampire if and when Bella goes back  to the future Carlisle will remember her and how He loved her..lmao i knew he did. And all i can think now is Alice had a job to do stopping her from killing James then she left........ Bella honestly doesn't know what she was send back for what if it's not to stop him from being changed. What if she does something and gets send back before and he gets sick anyways.. She could go back to her own time tomorrow .. really.

OOOOOOOOOOOOO   Not good.. see I'm telling ya she can't stop it.. she can't take Edward out of town he is meant to die unless Carlisle intervenes.. Oh I got a really bad feeling...but then if she isn't meant to save him from being a vampire and save his life what would be her purpose.. ugh I don't know very frustrating lady ..lol 

As far as the almost sex but then stopped I'm okay with that but don't know about a certain someone who carries a bat...lol.... I thought it was kind of cute giving him a 'hand job'.. you know if his parents die he will possilby never forgive her...... or at least it will take a long time..

I'm so glad he liked the watch she gave him.....i wonder if in the future if there is a future he had the watch still .........ugh never mind makes my brain hurt thinking about it.......lol

Oh that is messed up about Esme being beaten.....and poor Carlisle knows this and there isn't a thing he can do about it.......to stop it..... (then again maybe he will) .....Great Chapter lady can't wait til next Fridays update.

HA HA HA i knew it as soon as Edward's dad was at the door and the way he acted i knew they thought she was pregnant. lol

This was a really good chapter.  I actually thought that was sweet she asked Carlisle to give her away. awwww

God that must be so hard day in and day out interacting with all these people and just not knowing if they will survive or not .

That worked out perfect so far with them getting married and leaving so his parents come and visit... unless they get it and bring the virus with them oh no........ see i've got to stop over thinking your story.  i just hope she tells Carlisle where they are living so if she needs him fast he can get there.

Can't wait for the next chapter...........(oh did that really happen with the train? i can't remember if you said so or not?_)

Oh such a good chapter.. i laughed a little,, got a little teary eyed at the wedding and loved the ending......

Edward was hands down the most sexest in this chapter (with all his flirting and whispering in her ear) than in any of the other chapters..

I am so happy she got to wed Edward and I am so happy they got to make love in case something happens and she can't save him (he gets turned) or she goes back to her time.. Now if she did go back and he was there they'd be married......omg .. i just thought of that.. she'd still be married to Edward but he would just be Edward Cullen now vampire...

Love it..

wow I knew this would happen.. He can't get away from his 'faith'  poor Bella being haunted by all those nightmares.. I couldn't imagine dealing with that and now there is nothing she can do to stop it.. She tried but couldn't

I just wonder once they get there if he mother will already be sick..

Loved how you finally brought some of the 'old Edward' (vampire) into this Edward with the where would i go and you're my life now... I am thinking the whole scene on the porch with Maggie then turning into Alice is going to actually happen...Edward gets sick and that's when she has to go back to future... this is getting so good.... can't wait for next chapter

OH thank you god.. I mean don't get me wrong I hated that the parents had to die 'again' i hate that Edward got sick but I am sooo glad she decided it is better to have vampire Edward then no Edward.. (which i figured you wouldn't do that to us) Now I am dying to know when she wakes up if she will be back in her time.. ugh . so good. can't wait.

Oh loved this . got a insight of how Edward find out and a little of what he has been doing.  So glad the dummy finally listened to his message..

SO I assume now everything is going to be explained in the next chapter...

I just can't wait to read what happens next... but I don't want it to end either .. So good

LOVED It.. don't know what else to say but I loved it.. how you wrapped eveything up perfect like that.. tying all lose ends.. and the part with Maggies..family ohh perfect... just enjoyed this story so much from the beginning til the end.. thank you so much for taking us on this journey.. so sad it's over.. but it ended. perfect.. just loved it.......... wish she would have found her first ring though.. *stands up and claps loudly.* whoot whoot.

Hmm so Bella lived in AZ with Renee and Phil and she did something to get her sent to her dad's but she really didn't do it Rose did and she is covering for her?? Interesting... I can't believe Rose was able to talk her dad into moving to Forks does he not know that is where Bella is moving too .. Or maybe he doesn't care...

Phil is a druggie huh damn i agree i would hate to be Renee  when he goes through drug withdraw.......lol.

I can't believe they trusted Bella to drive to Forks.. So i wonder how Bella and her dad get along.. She has been to Forks before right to visit her dad? Or is he really a dead beat and she never has been to visit.. this could be very interesting.... and Jasper and Rose will be done there in 3 weeks that isn't to bad........this is really weird having Bella and Jasper in a relationship together......i am a totally Bella and Edward girl so this is kind of hard for me to read but....... since i love u i am going to continue it.

OK what is Emmett's damage?? I mean i understand daddy is in prison but WTH , i mean he just meant Bella and he is damaging Edwards car because Edward made and comment the he starts crying?? I don't get it.

Too funny with Jessica but if Edward doesn't like the 'girls' in forks why doesn't he drive up to Port Angles or Seattle......and meant some girls.

Ok so Edward and Alice's dad is never around ... that isn't good i assume this happened after the mother died??
Emmett's mother could to him? Is she around?
UM Bella is quite the handful isn't she........first day of school and bailing.. lol

And what were her and Edward doing in the car........just like holding hands tripping on E while she sat on his lap??? Didn't quite get that part.....

Alright damn that was a pretty fucking hot kiss for a dare.........damn.. but ya i can totally understand why she got all upset afterwards.. I mean not only did she just cheat on her boyfriend  but then he text and said how much he loved and missed her so ya i can see why she left crying.

so Emmett is acting really weird with Bella...... but he isn't attracted to her that way .... i was wondering if Bella was gonna remember to take a picture for Rose of Emmett.......

OK Jacob is a creepy fucker.. I mean hello they haven't seen each other in years.. they were friends when they were kids.. and he is all frowning and sad cuz she said she wants to be 'friends " then he kicked his tire..........damn get a grip weirdo... seriously.. he gives me the creeps.. did he think  she would run away and marry his ass....lmao..

so damn now what will Bella do.?? stay away from Edward, avoid him..?? I hope not. that would suck.

OK i was going to ask and kept forgetting did Edward even know she had a boyfriend?? Cuz i didn't think it had every came up before with him.. and now she just told him.....after he said she was a tease....

So  umm ya Bella is a bit slutty but only with Edward so I guess that's OK , it's kind of funny reading how Alice doesn't know how "to dress right" in this story and it's Bella helping her with the fashion......lol... what a twist

So is James a 'good guy' in this story or is he a piece of shit in diguise??
It's hard to see James as a good guy.........Alice has to hate him for a reason..eh?

So Wankward huh?? Sounds like he spanks a lot.. like whacking off...lol

OK so Rose isn't a fan of Edwards huh.? Big shocker there...lol

But ya know it's NOT Edwards fault he ISn't the ONE in a relationship... She is , she is Wrong...  so Rose can keep her judging to where it belongs and it belongs on the one cheating on her brother............plus like i said i believe Edward just now found out she has a bf. but anyways Jasper is nothing to him .........So yep before Rose decides Edward is Satan she needs to put the blame on the one who broke her brothers heart......i am so sick of everyone blaming Edward when anything happens in any of this stories between Bella and Edward.....OK my rant is over........can't wait to read next chapter.

OMG Bella is playing a very dangerous game.. i mean she is either in very huge denial.. or she is just the biggest liar in the world........ I mean she did cheat on him.. Yes they never had sex, then say we never had sex........I have had sex with no one but you.. if you don't want to admit to messing around...... she didn't have sex she almost did but Jacob disrupted them......

But damn she has managed to fuck up 4 lives... i mean Rose and  her will never be the same. Jasper is heartbroken, Edward is lost not knowing what games she is playing and Emmett will be caught in the middle between his loyality to his best friend Edward, his possible new girlfriend Rose... or the new friendship he has developed with Bella...... Actually Alice is about the only one who will not be directly hurt but even then she won't like that Bella played with Edwards emotions like that....... i don't know... this is so messed up it's like Bella feels she can live two different lives one with Jasper and one with Edward and now she realized she can't........ I mean i don't even know what to say.......i mean anyone with eyes saw how Bella was with Edward she never hid it ....... and she damn well knew Jasper was coming to that party but yet she still hang on him...   I think she needs to realize she has more then lust for Edward because you don't act like she did knowing it would get back to Jasper.. I mean all he has to do is ask people around town .. the way she acted at schools and parties and leaving with him.. and the truth or dare....... not cool..  Poor Jasper and Poor Edward..... i feel bad for both of them.....

OK so even though Cullen was in Arizona seeing Faith? He still had to be the one who set this up with Bella's boss.. I am actually Bella didn't question or figute it out.. I guess maybe she is just so happy to have the extra cash it didn't dawn on her .... So back to this 'Faith' i am going to say it's either a ex of some kind that something bad happened to or i don't know .. Or Faith is the obvious Cullen's daughter... perhaps. But the way this family is so close i mean look at Collin and the family i would think any child would be with them even if Cullen is to busy to 'raise a child ' i would think Esme and Carlisle would 'baby sit' oh well we will found out soon enough about Faith.. Now i am a bit worried.. I just assumed since the last chapter it was mentioned the car that keeps driving by was Cullen, but it could have been since he was out of town all week..and with Bella living in a bad neighborhood that can't be good .. unless Edward hired someone to drive by and watch her... I wish he would have mentioned something about it in his POV..  so Alice is color blind huh, and now that Bella knows Jasper is part of the family i'm surprised she isn't dying knowing she forced him to take 5.00 dollars the other day... Surprised he didn't bring it up . Seth is just too cute.. i've always loved Seth character anyways but u just made him adore in this story. So sweet of Esme to make food for Bella... and Edward comes off bad ass (sexy) but he really is caring.. i mean he really thinks things through . how many guys would realize how hard and long she works and goes to school so she doesn't have time to make 'huge dinners and healthy ones at that' ... Great chapter can't wait to read next one..

Omg Renee is a total nut job....

I am so glad Bella and Edward got to talk finally, he is such a cocky bastard (i love it) but he is so good to  Bella. I mean he is dealing with something pretty heavy right now and he is stilll worried about   Bella and trying to take care of her I love it.

So glad Seth got to stay with the Cullen's I think he will have a lot more fun there then he would with Jake and Paul (because so much more to do at the Cullen's house) ..

WTF is up with Master Aro?? Holy shit .... crazy..

I feel sorry for Emmett and Rose they don't know what they got themselves involve in. lol.. although Bella didn't know exactly what her mother was up to either... Great chapter hopefully next one Edward will be back by then. i am dying to know who this girl in the hospital is..

Okay yes I agree he should have told her but come on this is silly how long does she need? The thing with Tanya should be long since forgetten..that wasnt' really anything the baby yes he should have told her but maybe he wanted to make sure they were going to last and work out before he introduced her to his daughter. I know if i as a simple parent i wouldn't just blurt out my life story right away or show my child to someone i may or may not be with in a couple of weeks. Anyways hopefully Esme can talk some sense into Bella and she starts talking to Edward again.

Great chapter..  I loved the whole getting ready for the date with jake and bella too funny. And the Edward and diaper woo's jus tlove reading about him 'being all foul mouth daddy duty stuff.  Sooo glad they went out and talked everything out put that behind them and can focus on each other now.  Ugh Jake should have taken Seth to his apartment so Bella & Edward could have came back to a empty apartment. oh well I guess I can't have sexy Cullen in every chapter. lol.