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OUTTAKE - CONVERSATION BETWEEN JASPER AND ALICE

"Guys, I've got to go - Jazz please give this some serious thought and Alice, you need to stop being so fucking stubborn. I love you, Squirt!"

Edward almost crushed her in a hug. He slapped Jasper on the shoulder as he ran out the door.

"So... you talk about the size of my schlong?"  Jasper said.

Alice looked up at him with mounting excitement, "Well, it's quite impressive..." she said huskily.

Jasper smiled at her.  "Can we talk? I mean really talk; I've missed you Tink..."

Alice smiled through her tears. "I've missed you too Jazzy...."

Jasper looked uncomfortable for a moment and it bothered Alice.  She was used to Jasper Whitlock being decisive and in control.  Seeing him looking ill at ease was new.  There had been many disagreements in the Whitlock/Cullen home since Alice had moved in with Jasper two year before.

She had never lived alone, besides when she had gone to college and even then, she had attended Berkley, so that she was close to her family and Jasper.

Although over the years, they had learned to deal with Jasper's travelling for work and Alice's part time job as Edward's PA which had taken her away from time to time, through everything, including Alice's training as a submissive, their lines of communication had always been open and honest.

Alice had grown up in a house hold that was opinionated and not scared of voicing their points of view.  Esme and Carlisle had encouraged their children to have their own opinions and to share them.  They had also taught them to stick to their guns.

This was one of the many things that had attracted Jasper to Alice in the first place.  Although she was much younger than him when they met; he had always found Alice to be interesting to talk to and inevitably to argue with.  She was a spirited and enthusiastic young woman, with a warmth and energy that seemed to draw him in from the first moment.

Jasper on the other hand had grown up in a large family with two parents that had stuck together over the years because there was no other alternative for either one of them.  They were hardened by life, worn down by reality and for a reason that Jasper had never been able to fathom; they had decided to have three children of which Jasper was the youngest.  Eventually Jasper's father had strayed and a few years later, when Jasper was about twelve, he had suddenly come back to the trailer park where they lived with three small children in tow!

He had told Jasper's mother that they were his dead sister's kids, but after awhile he had confessed that they were his.  Jasper felt sorry for the three youngest children and when he had begun to make money from modeling and small acting jobs, he had made a decision to see that they would have an opportunity to further their education, go to college and make a proper life for themselves.  Although none of the children were really close or affectionate with each other, Jasper had stuck to his word and the three younger children had gone on to college.

Jasper couldn't believe that Ricky, the youngest of his stepsiblings had taken advantage of Jasper's generosity the way that he had!  Jasper had never asked for any compensation or payment for the money that he had given to his siblings or parents over the years; the only stipulation he had for continuing to support his mother and father was that the house that he had purchased for them remain in his mother's name.  Jasper was not close to his father and the distance had only grown when the man had abandoned his young family, leaving his wife to work three jobs to feed and clothe their three children.

Jasper had always thought that he would never find anyone to settle down with.  He didn't ever want the life that his parents had; tired, sad, disillusioned and settling for something because there was no time or money for dreams of something or someone else.  Someone better.

So the first step that Jasper had taken at the age of sixteen was to have himself emancipated.  He had tried to live in Los Angeles and he had hated every moment of it but as he begun earning good money, he decided to take classes at the local community college.  The first one was on finances.  Jasper wanted to know how to look after his money and how to make it grow.

He trusted few people and although people liked his quiet charm and whit; Jasper had a way of standing to one side and observing people that he found made him a good judge of character.  Jasper had come to rely on that instinct over the years.

It was an instinct that he could no longer rely on.  He had never thought for a million years that his younger brother would ever turn out to be the low life, perverted bastard that he was!  Every time Jasper thought of what Ricky had done, how Richard had betrayed his own brother by lusting, perving, salivating over his Alice!  His Alice!  Jasper wanted to kill Rick with a cold fury that he had never felt before.

How he had touched her, fucking forced himself on her when Jasper had been careless enough to leave her alone with him... FUCK!

Alice gasped as Jasper jumped to his feet.  His face was a cold, furious mask.

"Jasper please!  If you want to talk to me, then you need to calm the fuck down!  I can't reach you when you are like this!  If you are angry with me then just say so and let's get it out there!  If you think that I did anything to encourage your brother..." Alice cringed away as Jasper was suddenly in front of her with his hand clasped over her lips.

"Never - NEVER, EVER call that fucking piece of low down shit my brother!  I will kill him if I ever see him anywhere near you again!"  Jasper spat out as he held her.

Alice whimpered and she closed her eyes.  "Jazzy, you are scaring me..." 

This wild man wasn't her Jasper...

Alice felt the tears running down her cheeks and over Jasper's fingers.

Suddenly she was free.

Alice pushed a fist into her mouth to keep the sobs as quiet as she could.  Her whole body was trembling.

"Alice... sweet Jesus, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to scare you... Ali..."  Jasper choked out as he sat crouched clear across the room from where Alice sat.

Alice could see the anguish clearly on Jasper's face and she felt even worse than she had in the past few days.

This was all her fault!

"Come to me..."  Alice said, but Jasper just shook his head.

Alice slid off the sofa onto her knees and she crawled slowly across to where Jasper had slumped down against the wall.

Jasper could feel the intensity of Alice's gaze as he watched her moving slowly towards him.

"Ali..." he said in a half pleading, half warning.

"No.  You've spoken and now it is my turn..." Alice said when she was inches away from his face.

Her eyes searched his intensely.  The remorse and sorrow that Alice saw gave her the courage to move closer until her lips met his.

Jasper's head jerked backwards, but with nowhere to go, he hit the wall.

He cursed and rubbed his head.

Alice grinned at him, "Maybe that'll knock some sense into your thick skull!"  She quipped as she arranged herself between his outstretched legs; her thighs straddled his open ones so that he could feel her heated core through her jeans.

Jasper shut his eyes tightly and moaned as he tried to adjust himself.  Alice giggled and winked at him.

"We can get to that later, but first let's please resolve this ‘thing' once and for all!"  She said with determination.

"Gladly, Darlin'."

"Okay, I'm going first.  I need to tell you why I didn't tell you about... what was happening in the first place, but you cannot freak out on me!  Do you promise?"

Jasper could see how anxious Alice was and once again he was filled with remorse at his earlier behavior.

"I promise."

Alice took a deep breath, "I know that this might sound crazy to you, but when it happened the first time; I tried to just shrug it off.  I thought that perhaps I had imagined it or misread his signals in some way.  The next time it happened, your... well your father was in the room.  He, Rick grabbed my ass as I walked passed him.  I turned around as saw them looking at each other and Rick just winked at me and they burst out laughing... Jasper... you promised..." Alice broke off as she watched Jasper's eyes become dark and wild again.

Jasper felt as if he was ready to explode!  That no good, low fucking, good for nothing... BASTARD!  I. will. Kill. Him.

Jasper felt Alice's tiny hand stroking his cheek and he refocused on her anxious face.

He kissed her quickly, "I'm okay, Ali, I promise.  I won't freak out on you again."

Alice nodded slowly, "He apologized to me later - your father, I mean.  The next day he told me that he had too much to drink and that he had made Rick promise never to touch me again.  He begged me not to tell you and then he said that... some girls just have an ‘air' about them..."

SON OF A BITCH!

Jasper opened his mouth to speak but Alice put her fingers over his lips.

She continued. "I know better than that, Jazz!  I know better!  I was raised to know better than that!  With all their bullshitting and nonsense, my brothers have never, ever treated any woman including me with anything than the utmost respect.  You have never treated me like a whore, but at that moment, I felt dirty.  And I felt like a two bit whore, who didn't deserve anything better.  Rick kept touching me, stupid little insignificant ‘slip-ups'.  Every time he was around me, sometimes you were in the next room or you had your back to us... He would graze my breasts by pushing past me in a doorway, or he would rub himself against me if he were standing behind us..." Alice shuddered in revulsion and Jasper couldn't take it any longer.

His arms wrapped Alice in a vice like grip. "Never, never, never..." He said over and over again against her neck as he pulled her closer.

"Jazz..."

"No - it's my turn now... never, ever again, Mary Alice Cullen.  Promise me that you will never let anyone ever make you feel like that again.  Especially not me!  God, Ali, I love you so much!  Just the thought of another man touching you... Fuck!  It's too much to even contemplate!  Do you know how I felt when I found out that Rick was... forcing himself on you?  When we forced Bella to tell us and we did force her - she didn't have a choice really, I wanted to fucking kill someone there and then!  As you know, I sat up all night just thinking about what could have happened to you!  And about how I was going to take care of you this time!  I couldn't help you last time, Darlin'.  I wasn't able to stop that animal putting his hands on you... but I was going to make sure that Rick never ever touched you again."

Alice brushed the tears of Jaspers cheeks.

"I love you so fucking much, Mary Alice Cullen-Whitlock.  You own me mind, body and soul.  If I lost you, my life would be so empty... please forgive me for hurting you and dragging this shit out.  Please, please don't ever put me through this again, Tink, my heart can't stand it."  Jasper whispered as they held each other's faces and gazed with longing into each other's eyes.

"I love you, Cowboy; you are my everything... my lover, my best friend, my Dom, my love.  I am sorry too.  No more secrets."

Their kiss was a relief.  For the first time in almost two weeks, their lips were soft and forgiving.  Lips touched, brushed, nibbled.  Tongues dueled and teased.  Eventually they couldn't take it any longer and Jasper held Alice to him as he tipped her onto the floor and loomed over her, his knees pushing her thighs apart.

Alice panted into his mouth.  "Can I get my clothes back?"

Jasper smiled against her lips, "yeah, especially the underwear..."

Alice giggled, "can I get my car back?"

Jasper shook his head, "sorry, you will be driven around for a while..."

Alice groaned, "but I can see my Bestie?"

Jasper rocked back on his knees as he looked at the bright twinkle in Alice's eyes. "Mary Alice..." He said with narrowed eyes.

Fuck! He is so sexy when he does that... now I need to change my panties! Damn Cowboy!

"Hmmm... take me upstairs Jazz... I've missed you..." Alice uttered the magic words.

J&A****~~~~PLU~~~~****J&A

An hour later, Alice lay sprawled across Jasper's bare chest.  Her eyes were closed but she was humming as Jasper played with her hair.

"Alice?"

"Yeah?"

"Supervised visits only..."  Jasper kissed her forehead.

"I know - but that's only for now..." Alice smiled to herself.

She wondered what Kate, Bella and Rosalie were doing on Saturday after the therapy session?  She had heard that Gap was having a sale....

Everything was right with the world after all.

J&A****~~~~PLU~~~~****J&A

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The quick shower I took felt amazing, and if I had time I would have stayed in there longer and let the water wash away all the stress from the day along with the grunge. Edward was sitting on the bed when I came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.

“Where are we going?” I wanted to know what to wear. I was hoping for casual, I just didn’t feel like dressing up.

 “No where fancy, just a quick bite to eat and then we have somewhere else I want to stop at.”

            I pulled my bra and panties out of the drawer along with a pair of dark blue skinny jeans. When I came out of the closet holding a red fitted t-shirt Edward had my hair brush in his hand.

“Come here” he motioned to the bed,

 I got a tight feeling in my stomach and my girly parts practically begged me to hurry to him. He sat back spreading his legs pulling me onto the bed so I sat between his thighs. Edward unraveled the towel on my head and began running the brush through my hair.

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I listened to what he said and then a thought occured to me. “You know what I think?”

He raised his eyebrows, “No I don’t, but I would love to hear it.”

“I think you are wrong…” Edward raised his eyebrows in disbelief, but I went on to explain before he could interrupt my train of thought. “ …about us needing to go to the club more often just to let people see us. I think we should go as you have already planned, but not any extra times just to appease your adoring public.”

Edward got that perplexed look on his face again.

“Think about it. All anyone really knows is that I showed up one night with Aro’s card. You yourself were kind of intrigued about how I knew him.”

Edward nodded, “You’re right I was. Aro doesn’t give them out.”

I went on with my theory while Edward’s hands moved down to rub my bottom. “Then the next thing anyone knows is that sometime within the next week you and I got together, and then when they see us I’m sporting your collar around my neck. Now, in order to justify why that happened they come up with all sorts of circumstances that would explain it. Which is alright, but then like an arrogant child who is looking for attention from their daddy, they start spouting it to others, knowing it’s going to get back to you.”

“Is that the psychologist talking? Because let me get this straight. They…” he pointed to my computer “… are the arrogant child and I am the daddy, and they are doing this to get a rise out of me?”

I nodded.

“And it’s working.”

How indeed? ...lol .. Bella was not being punished for doing her job, although going to get someone is not her job and even Carol was upset that she over stepped her posistion. Edward's problem was the phone, that was his rule and it is there for a reason. She agreed to that rule, along with all the others so she had no excuse, and she had to pay for the choice she made..Besides like I said, don't be too mad at Edward, he loves her so. You'll see his side on thursday...until them ,,,lml

Oh BTW, i have been known to turn off my phone also...well not turn it off, just place everyone on ignor...lol

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After taking a quick shower I started to dress in the little cubical but it’s hard to move in there and the floor was wet. Once my underwear was on, I moved out into the main part of the locker room to dry the ends of my hair and finish dressing. Sitting on the bench was the reason for my uneasiness. I had only seen her once before but there was no mistaking the tall strawberry blond, Tanya.

Fucking great…

She eyed me as I moved to plug in the hair dryer; her intent gaze on me making my anger flare.

“Do you want something?” I asked catching her gaze in the mirror.

“No. There is nothing you have that I want.” I didn’t miss the double meaning in her statement and frankly I didn’t believe her anyway. I knew damn well what I had that she wanted.

“I am surprised though, Edward doesn’t normally collar his flavor of the month.” I turned off the dryer yanking the plug out of the wall while she went on. “You do know that’s what you are right? Just something to pass his time with, I wouldn’t get too comfortable if I was you.”

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A piece of tomato fell to the floor but instead of squatting down Bella bent from the waist, causing the back of her nighty to rise up over her thighs showing me the ruffled yellow thong she had on. The groan left my mouth without consent while my dick pressed painfully against my pants.

The giggle that came from Bella gave away her intentions, my girl was fucking teasing me – again.

A hand landed on her ass before it registered in my mind what I was doing, Bella gasped standing to give me a shy smile. “What did you do that for?”

I raised my eyebrows in disbelief “If you stick that in my face you know damn well what’s going to happen.”

“Oh yeah? “ Bella looked up at me through her lashes taking a few steps back out of my reach dropping the tomato she had just picked up “Oops”

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I should have expected that she would have a nightmare, the trauma of having our home invaded was enough to unnerve me, I can only guess what memories it stirred in her. Removing my shirt that was full of tears and dirty from her nose I laid back down with her head on my chest. “We’ll change the locks tomorrow and figure out who it was, that will make you feel safer. It was just a dream Bella, I swear I would die before I let anyone hurt you.”  

“Don’t say that!”

I wasn’t sure what she was talking about when she abruptly shot her head up to look at me. “I couldn’t stand it if something happened to you. I couldn’t take it”

Even in the darkness of the room I could see the fierceness in Bella’s eyes as the tears fell down her face. “Nothing is going to happen to me, and nothing is going to happen to you. Now stop with the tears and lets go back to sleep”

Cupping her face my thumb wiped away the tears as she nuzzled her cheek against my palm before turning her head to placing a soft kiss in the center of my hand. “Do you think I’m crazy?”

“No…” why the hell would I think that?  

“…I think it was a stressful night and I think you have a lot on your mind and have dealt with more in your life then any one person should have to deal with. I told you before baby, I think you are the strongest person I know; a lesser person would have called it quits a long time ago. Now let’s go back to sleep, I have a promise to keep to a dog”

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Edward took the lid off his coffee while I took a bite of the danish moaning as the sweet gooey goodness melted in my mouth. The mixture of berries was a perfect balance between sweet and tangy with a thin layer of warm yummy cheese and sweet drizzle.

“MMMmmmmnnnn” I think my eyes rolled to the back of my head. When I opened my eyes Edward was looking at me licking his bottom lip. “What?”

He kind of shook his head as if trying to come out of a daze before taking a drink of coffee. “Last night was good?”

“Uh huh…” I nodded as I swallowed “…last night was great. I was a little worried when I saw the leash”

Edward cleared his throat “Well you shouldn’t have been looking, your eyes are to remain down not searching the room.”

I sighed “I know but when you put it down on the table all I could think about was when you were going to put it on me.” He looked…stunned, so I figured it would be a good idea to explain. “ Not that I wanted to walk around in public and I will admit it panicked me a little but it kind of excited me too.” taking a drink of coffee I asked the question I really wanted to know.

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Taking another drink of coffee I didn’t say anything, but that was twice now that something was not put on the calendar. The lunch with Jane yesterday- which I found out about accidentally - that was ultimately cancelled and now the waxing, I guess my submissive will have some explaining to do. But at the moment I thought of something else.

“If you are waxing have them remove the remaining patch of hair” Bella’s hand stopped mid-way to her mouth as she just stared at me and I wondered what had caused the reaction I was getting. 

“W..Why? You said I could keep it”

Taking a drink of coffee I thought over my words to her on the subject “If I remember correctly I said you could keep it for the time-being but I would like it gone now”

“Can we talk about this?” her eyes stayed focused on the few pieces of bagel that were still on the paper towel. I didn’t understand what the problem was; we were talking about a tiny little patch of neatly trimmed hair.

“What’s the big deal?” I watched as she sat there quietly staring at the table chewing her bottom lip. “Bella?”

Devastation is the only word that came to my mind when she looked into my eyes “I know this is really stupid, but can I please keep it until next time?”

My eyes narrowed in confusion what did it matter if it was now or later? “Why?”

“Do you know why I kept a small patch?”

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Chapter 3 teaser, subject to changes during the beta process…
Fuck my life! I have been here in a hospital room all night, on a heart monitor.  They made me turn off my cell phone.  I was in so much stress; I should have had them call Emmett last night.  I am sure that I am in hot water with them all, for not showing up.  I am waiting for the doctor to come in with my test results.  It felt that I was having a heart attack, or something.  I really hope that was not the case, I mean come on I am only twenty-eight.  I am an overall healthy man.  I exercise and don’t eat a lot of fattening foods.  I mean people my age don’t have heart attacks, do they?

“Good morning Mr. Masen, I am Doctor Hall,” he says holding out his hand for me.

“Good morning,” I say shaking his hand.

“Well I read over your case notes from last night and this morning, how are you feeling now?” his face is giving nothing away.

“I feel a lot better than I did last night, everything has returned to normal.”

He nods his head writing notes on my file in his hands.  “How long have you been getting suffering from heartburn?”  He looks at me questioningly.

“On and off for the past three four months,” I say letting out a breath before talking again, cutting off Dr. Hall.  “Look I don’t mean to be rude, but what happened to me last night?  Did I have a heart attack?  That is how it felt, can’t you just tell me?  I mean really let me know what was happening, and then I will answer all your questions?”

He put down my file and stops writing his notes, as he sits back in his chair.  “I am sorry Mr. Masen I tend to get ahead of myself.  Last night you suffered a rather harsh panic attack,” he says. 

All I am thinking is this guy is off his rocker.  I mean really where did he get his medical degree, Mickey Mouse Club House, or the bubble gum machine?