Membership status: Member
Bio:
I love to read and found Twilight way way later than all the cool people!! I read it 4 times in a row and needed something else badly to read with edward and bella. I got a few links from one of the eclipse movie sites and dove in. I read Wide Awake http://angstgoddess003.livejournal.com/ and I was done for, gone and there was no turning back.
I drive my family nuts because i am always reading. I read just about anything dealing with Twilight and have favorites that are all over the place.
**WARNING - THIS STORY CONTAINS VIOLENCE, SEXUAL MATERIAL, OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE AND OTHER CONTENT THAT MAY DISTURB SOME PEOPLE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.**
Edward Cullen is the leader of The Clan, a fierce and deadly group of assassins for hire and he knows nothing besides violence and blood. When he meets Bella, he begins to imagine that there might be more for him out there.
A dark journey of love, power and death.
All Human, Cannon Pairings and TEAM EDWARD
Please be warned, this story gets pretty graphic later on.
A special thank you to evilangel813 for the awesome banner.
Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: To Read (Geddy)
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 234131 Read Count: 195559
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 23: My December
ok you are really really scaring the shit out of me please tell me you aren't going to kill everyone..... i can't read on if that is the case!! please please don't do that!
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 24: I Would Die for You
don't lull me you are lulling us and then you are going to spring it on us and we won't be ready for it
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 26: Russian Tea Party in Tokyo
no shit they are going to make their move and bella is going to get hurt and i am going to be as crushed as ed!
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 27: The Difficult Choices We Make
stupid stupid biotch!!! damn see you lulled us and here it is.... tell me the rath of edward cullen is coming......
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 28: Friends in Unlikely Places
go get her fool and you thought she just left you, you are a piece of work to think that she told you she loved you forever! i am so disappointed in you!!!
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 29: The Rescue - Part One: Farewells
let's kill those mofos!!!! and don't let jas or ed or em get hurt... everyone else can....
Date: 15 Jan 2011 Title: Chapter 31: – the Rescue: Part Three – Home is Where the Broken Hearts Lay
suck ass sucks ass.......... you saved everyone but they are still out there.. you are new mooning me..... YUK!! and carlisle you are still a bastard you can't see any qualities to like in bella F you buddy!! she is the strongest woman you have ever seen.... please get ed's head back where it should be even demon is more reasonable then he is!!! can't wait for the update and read all the outtakes!!!
Date: 23 Feb 2011 Title: Chapter 32: Finding Purpose
damn i love this story. i am so glad you are back. i love ed and his demon! he needs to get his act together though! poor bells she is really tore up! she thinks ed hates her and doesn't love her. i wish he would get passed all this crap about not trusting her. she didn't do it to betray him why can't he see that? i hope he does, she moved out she is really really hurt by him... he better get her back!!! i still don't like carlisle and i love em as always, and i am glad alice gets him thinking all the time.
thanks for the update and i can't wait for more!!!!
Date: 09 Dec 2011 Title: Chapter 34: Happier Times
Thanks for the update. Life can be overwhelming at times and priorities must change! Hope all is better for you! I am wondering who you are going to kill cause I know someone is going out...I mean good guy not D and A. Just don't make it too bad! Merry Christmas to you too, my grinch is out too! Take care!
Date: 11 Jun 2012 Title: Chapter 35: Authors note
Glad you are back and all is well. Looking forward to the end!
Edward Cullan is the hottest movie star. Bella Swan is an art grad, in Italy for the summer. Their worlds collide in the most unlikely way. He unlocks what she has hidden for so long - a dark side...
Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Erotica, Family, Fantasy, Friendship, Historical, Horror, Humor, Hurt/Comfort,, Mystery, One-Shot, Parody/Crackfic, Poetry, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Domward's Dungeon, My To Read List, Ageise02's Read Stories, Bdsm stories only, Finished, Twilight - Read, Amberina's Completed Favs List, Kuu Faves, Stories Read by CNYBella, Stories I've Already read, Lilyellacullens want to read list!, My Favorite Stories, J's Read and Loved Stories, Stories I've read, Fav BDSM Fics, My favs past present and future , Read
Chapters: 81 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1339257 Read Count: 995727
Date: 13 Aug 2011 Title: Chapter 73: Chapter 73
thanks for the update!! yeah babies!!!
Date: 28 Aug 2011 Title: Chapter 74: Chapter 74
Yeah babies! thanks for the update!
Date: 09 May 2011 Title: Chapter 66: Chapter 66
damn that took me so long that twcs logged me out!! haha!! wow i was thinking that charlie wasn't her father... but you twisted it. gald to see the plumbing is all in order for edward. can't wait to see who her mother is!!! thanks for the update!!
Author's Response:
thanks so much for the review and comments.
xoxo
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
oh bella that really sucks... ed and the child molester is the next story!!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
this is going to be interesting!!! i can just tell
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
well we have established that jacob is one big a$shole!!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
oh bella you are playing with fire!!!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
enough self love we need bell and ed love!! haha! love the story so far!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
oh bella you picked your way now you have to deal!!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10
okay bella quit complaining you are the one that wanted this...
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
oh no there is going to be trouble!!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13
okay i could get in to the d/s stuff but the spankings a crap just ruin it for me.. no one is going to spank me. i find also strange when she says that she knows he won't hurt her but in reality he does.... anyway on with the show. i also don't like that he can do and act anyway he chooses and he doesn't have any consequences like she does.
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
go bella go get that bitch!!!
Date: 08 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16
as i said before i can get into the bondage and other stuff but the pain and the spankings... just don't understand it... anyway i do like the story! to each his own and who am i to judge
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19
damn the drama is out of hand!!! i thought bella had her head up her ass but damn...
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20
why does everything always come down as bella to blame? it always seems like everything ed does is bella's fault. and she just disregards the rules... come on talking back is easy damn they aren't even playing that long.... anyway what do i know
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
okay i am really pissed at bella she knew it was the wrong thing to do but she does it anyway.. i am really not liking her very much... she let alice lead her wrong stupid... she really is dumb!!!
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24
okay i am 100% behind alice i think that woman is a child molester!! i really do and if jasper loves her so much why is he taking it like not big deal like her feelings don't matter and i feel that edward does the same thing because everytime bella tells him how she feels he has a temper tantrum.. and he wonders why she doesn't like to tell him how she feels.. like duh!! sorry everything is starting to just rub me the wrong way!!!
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
okay what way the punishment? nice ceremony... still not happy with everyone
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28
oaky they are outted... hum...
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29
okay this is where all the logic i have for their relationship falls apart.. ok one person breaks the rules and gets punished then the other person does the same thing and nothing happens... sorry the equality in the relationshp just goes to shit to me...
Author's Response:
wow Maria,
Thank you so much for being so faithful and reviewing each chapter as you read it! And yes, the relationship isn't "equal" as we would think it should be, but this is the nature of the lifestyle from what I've read.
I'm glad that you are still reading and enjoying my story!
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30
sweet weekend the squealer interesting
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31
not good not good at all...
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 32
glad they are back on track...
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34
yes good old jim is james... nothing but trouble ahead for everyone.....
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36
this again is where i get mad... he can be a jealous and do what he wants but when she feels the same emotions she is in trouble... anyway on witht the story
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37
again i am ignorant and will not comment on everything... it always comes down to bella's fault so what can i say
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39
well rose is pregers got that one... a shit-storm of hurt is on the way and i hope that rose doesn't loose the baby... she is going to break down when she realizes it is james... wow this is not going to be good at all..
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter 40
cool kinda harmless in a way. glad nothing happened to rose!!
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 41: Chapter 41
knew it!! i am sooo good!! yeah rose!!
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter 42
intersting session have to say not my up of tea but hell we can live vicarously through ed and bell!! haha
Date: 09 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter 43
charile you are going to make every mad.. you didn't treat her well and now you are going to be all possessive... trouble!!
Date: 10 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 44: Chapter 45
wow that was rough! so much pain. glad that is kina out of the way.
Date: 10 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 45: Chapter 45
okay intersting to be so open with your parents.... NOT... anyway on with the show!
Date: 10 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 47: Chapter 47
okay i know they did wrong but this is seriously out of hand and carlisle is right to want to protect bella. come on she has been through so much and everyone keeps pushing her and she lets them instead of stepping back and taking a break and looking at the choices she is making... not really liking where things are going... not really behind the choices everyone is making either.... not being critical just telling how i feel about what is going on. it's your story and i am reading it so i need to just shut up and read or not read.
Date: 10 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 48: Chapter 48
i feel better now. i am glad for once edward came out on the short stick.. he admitted he was wrong he is very hard to like sometimes and i am glad that bella is growing a pair and she told everyone how she felt. about time!!
Author's Response:
Hi Maria,
thanks so much for reviewing each chapter so faithfully. It's great to read your responses to the chapters as you read and to see how you relate to the characters. Thanks for reading. Michele xoxo
Date: 10 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 49: Chapter 49
thank you i loved it i loved that she did what she should do and she wanted to i love the ed defended her for once.. i think maybe they are starting to "get it" i am glad carlisle let ed have it and that people are actually on bella's side and not always with him... sorry i had to say that it always felt that bella was to blame for everything...
Date: 10 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter 50
wow that is messed up bad!! we finally get ed and bell on track and now this happens!!
Date: 11 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter 57
okay yeah you have pretty much scared me off and i skip over a lot of stuff... i am really tired of the spanking it's like all they ever do.. there are lots more different punishments he can use other than coporal punishment... i know it is consentual but you know i am really put off by it. sorry not trying to be condesending or mean or whatever some people will say i am saying. again my common sense and my i would never do this crap comes out and it just sucks that ed can break the rules and nothing happens bella just forgives but ed can't just forgive he has to 'punish" i guess that is so where i draw the line...and again it is always bella's fault. she was working did edward get punished when he didn't sleep while he was filming before or eat well or.... it just is really out of hand to me and i can't believe some one would choose to live that way. i don't care if you say bella holds all the power it just doesn't seem it. it makes me not like either one of them!!
Date: 11 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 58: Chapter 58
yeah for bella i am glad he showed up i was getting alittle pissed about him saying he wouldn't make it... please don't be upset with my last review i didn't mean to be mean or anything please dont think that... i like the story but some of it gets on my nerves... then you always seem to pull me back in by almost being "normal" haha
Author's Response:
Hey there Maria,
I'm not upset with you at all! That's what reading and reviewing is all about - you get to have a say in what you think about what I wrote and I promise, it's okay! You weren't rude or nasty, you were just being honest and honestly? I let me say that some of this is hard for me to write - I'm not a person that really believes in corporal punishment and I find it really hard to even spank my kids!!!! Even when they were impossible and really deserved it!
So once again, thank you for your reviews and your comments, I promise that I value each one!
Michele
Date: 11 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 60: Chapter 60
that is really shitty what charlie did to her... i really want her to confront him about it and i hope she gets a chance because that just sucks!! the minute you said her dress didn't fit i knew she was pregers!!!
Date: 11 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 61: Chapter 61
wow a lot there... right when i really don't like your edward he comes out of his dom stuper and i love him soo much....i still think bells needed to tell of charile better! sorry that whole situation just pisses me off. i don't think i could forgive as well as her. unfortunately i would have to make him suffer A LOT!! well i guess that is why it's fiction....
Date: 11 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 62: Chapter 62
okay i must be the biggest wimp.. i like the play without the pain... thanks for telling more than just the spankings! i feel better... you sure made bella a take charge girl! again you are making me like ed more and more!! l love that pic of ashley and jackson it is one of my favorites he is just a sexy man!!! HOT!!! my second pick after rob.. sometimes i like him better but don't tell anyone!!!
Date: 11 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 63: Chapter 63
okay you are such a tease!! this is the first time you really left people hanging first with the letter is she not charlie's child? that is all i can think of but i have a feeling that is not it. and the wedding you left us on the hook!!! i think i am in withdrawl i have taken almost 4 days to get to this point i am spent from your rollercoaster ride!!! can't wait for more. :P
Date: 16 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 64: Chapter 64
what a beautiful wedding and what up with ed being all emo and crap?!?! just when i think they are in the clear you pull out good old vicki!!! thank you though for not keeping him in a coma for 3 chapters and thanks for not giving him amnesia so he would have to remember everyone... that is way cool!! thanks for not taking it there!!! thanks for the update i enjoyed it and can't wait for more!!! :P
Author's Response:
thanks for the review and comments - we do not to angst well, so that's why there was no cliffy - and no amnesia!
Date: 24 Apr 2011 Title: Chapter 65: Chapter 65
thanks for the update! i hope you feel better soon. thanks for getting ed's head out of his ass!! i like that bells is so stong!! yeah hard on!!! again thanks i love the story i was a great present from the easter bunny!
Author's Response:
thank you :)
Date: 21 May 2011 Title: Chapter 67: Chapter 67
thanks for the update interesting on the mother twist.... what up with bella? is her pregers!? yeah for ed!?
Author's Response:
thanks so much for reviewing xoxo
Date: 04 Jun 2011 Title: Chapter 68: Chapter 68
thanks for the update! wowo it took forever to read i even had to take a break! haha!! can't wait to see the baby! also always a drama with the cullens first the drama with the alice/jas wedding so i guess we have to have the birthing drama of alice/jas baby!!! wow i would have wanted to crawl under the table and die if my family acted like that!!!
Author's Response:
Thank you darling for the review xoxo
Date: 18 Jun 2011 Title: PEOPLE LIKE US
I have to say i don't blame carlisle at all i would be pissed off too! she really has no right not after what she pulled with rielly. and bella please don't make her a crazy witch i can't take it. i don't blame ed for being pissed off at her either. thanks for the update
Author's Response:
Thanks so much for the review Maria, don't worry, Bella is going to settle down nicely and they are going to have a lovely pregancy - promise!
Date: 02 Jul 2011 Title: Chapter 70: Chapter 70
glad things worked out with esme and carlisle. good to see the family together again. wow em and rose got right to work! thanks for the update
Date: 17 Jul 2011 Title: Chapter 71: Chapter 71
thanks for the update.. i really don't see how they all can get along all the time.
Author's Response:
thank you - just like any family they don't!
Date: 30 Jul 2011 Title: Chapter 72: Chapter 72
go bella!! ed you are soo F-ing HOT!!!!
Bella has a great life but she's missing something...Will the new Marine in town be that something? Will she be able to handle the life that a Marine leads or will it all be too much?
Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 93026 Read Count: 23379
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Ch 1 Happy Alone
yum ed in a uniform can't wait for you to describe that!!!
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Ch 2 California Waiting
ok please tell me it ain't true she just slept there right?
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Ch 3 Red Morning Light
cool glad that is all straight... hope you find someone for jas
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Ch 4 Holy Roller Novocaine
ooh it's on it's on it's on!!!
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Ch 5 Genius
go bella go bella.. i love lemons i love it haahahah
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Ch 6 Molly's Chamber
oh man what a buzz kill... but ed is right on with other things!!
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Ch 7 True Love Way
yum i could be twisted around ed... please pretty please bella is a lucky witch!!!
Author's Response:
Thanks so much for reading!!!! <3
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Ch 8 On Call
vegas trip yeah!!!! ok bella is a bitch why would she run to jasper about ed... that is really rude and hurtful
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Ch 9 Ragoo
Complications complication.... the past will bite you in the butt... ed you should have been upfront... bella is going to go nuts!!
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Ch 10 Four Kicks
i can feel everyone's stupidity is going to come out.... yeah jas and ed fighting over me wet dream... but i would go into the ff world and have a threesome!!! ahahahah
Author's Response:
I wrote a 3some outtake for the very first two chapters, almost like an alternate for it... I just don't have it posted. yeah the the 3some idea was in my head and I had to get it out LOL
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Ch 11 Crawl
she is going to feel bad because if something happens to him while he is gone she will be very upset! i still am upset with her because she runs to jasper knowing his feelings and he is dumb because he takes her back!!!
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Ch 12 I Want You
yum!! sounded good...
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Ch 13 Day Old Blues
ok you didn't kill him did you.... wounded yes?
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Ch 14 Cold Desert
knew that you would keep him safe... poor jas..... he gets screwed out of bella and then gets hurt really bad.
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Ch 15 Trunk
cool.... glad everything is working out.. is alice one of jas's hot nurses so he can find some love too?
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Ch 16 McFearless
dumbasses doesn't cover it ... anyway glad that is over.. dumbasses you son almost died....
Date: 01 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Ch 17 The Runner
cool i am glad you brought her in so jas could be happy... for once i guessed right!!!
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Ch18 Be Somebody
cool glad they are happy and you made everyone happy too!!!! ed is soooo good!!!
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Ch 19 Use Somebody
thanks for the story i really liked it. thank you to your husband for his service too.... hey you should send me that threesome you wrote!! its hard to be a military wife!!
thanks again for the story!!
Bella's tortured...body, mind, and soul. Can Edward save her from herself? Sensitive topic dealing with relationships and struggles. ALL B/E POV'S
Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 126768 Read Count: 15706
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Ch 1 Skinny
wow she has entered my personal hell that i lived through for a long time and still go visit now and then,,, you write like you have been through it too
Author's Response:
I didn't get help for my eating disorder until I was almost done writing this story, It's very personal, I hope you like it :)
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Ch 2 Creep
bella i feel you again this is so close to my soul it's not even funny..... not sure i can keep reading but will try
Author's Response:
the first few chapters are hard to get through but I promise that it gets easier as you go!!!
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Ch 3 Secretly
go ed go ed it's not easy to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't love themselves.... it is hard to love someone else when you don't love your self... trust me i know....
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Ch 5 The Pretender
hum your falling in deeper......your going to have to let it out....don't trust jacob something is gong to go down there.
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Ch 7 The Reason
again you are capturing the whole thing so well... been there done that it hurts sooo badly...:(
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Ch 8 Because of You
when your f-ed up you are f-ed up bad..... renee is bipolar i am sure... crazy bitch making her children crazy
Author's Response:
you're preaching to the choir... my mom has had mental issues since I was young
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Ch 9 Fall to Pieces
can't help her if she doesn't want to help herself
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Ch 10 For You I Will (Confidence)
you gotta do it for the right reasons.....
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Ch 11 Perfect
its going to be hot... but it sucks that everything seened to stem from him not liking her. interesting
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Ch 12 Open Arms
your lemon was good.... liked your new moon reference with jasper attacking bell and em and him fighting him off hahaha..
Date: 02 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Ch13 Drive
hum interesting..... didn't see em acting that way.
Date: 03 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Ch 14 We Are Broken
hum i have a bad feeling about this....
Date: 03 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Ch 15 Never Say Never
haha..... i am waiting for you to make somthing bad happen... is it coming?
Date: 03 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Ch 17 Bother
please why did you listen to people who want a new moon tie in... yuk yuk yuk we can do without it trust me...
Author's Response:
My beta told me that it was New Moon-ish but that chapter had been planned from day one... no worries, it will all work out :)
Date: 03 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Ch 20 No Air
sweet glad things are working out....
Date: 03 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Ch 22 The Man in Love with You
go edward go edward.....
Date: 03 Dec 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Ch 23 Just Say Yes
thanks for the beautiful story about finding yourself and love... it was lovely and special thanks :)
Author's Response: Thanks so so much for taking the time to read it!! It's very close to my heart and I love when people can take something from it :) I know I learned and grew a lot from writing it :)