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Leaving out a long sigh I focused really hard on opening the twist tie that held the bread wrapper closed. Edward moved with me and as he passed by to get the wine out of the cooler his hand ran down the length of my arm. The extra sensation from his touch made my muscles clench tighter and I think I let out a whimper because Rose glanced at me with a smirked. 

Bastard!

I needed something else to occupy my mind and it didn’t matter what it was “Jasper” I looked up from the two loaves of bread “could you turn on some music?”

“Sure…anything in particular?” he asked moving to a panel in the wall. Before I could answer Emmett made an observation.

“You alright little Bella, you seem a kind of jumpy tonight” Edward’s voice came from behind me.

“Isabella’s been jumpy all weekend”

“I have not!” the words left my mouth without any thought of the repercussions they might cause. Emmett chuckled and a small giggle came from Rose who was standing next to me, but my eyes went to Edward. His face became stone cold hardness while his eyes widened as they turned dark. 

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Picking up the first box I actually grunted because it was heavier than I thought it would be. After putting it on the table I turned around to see Bella carrying another one of the boxes.

“Isabella what are you doing?” I asked her while taking the box from her hand then realized the one she had was heavier then the first.

“I was carri…” I cut her off before she could finish

“I thought you had a fifteen pound weight limit”

“I do…” I stared at her in bewilderment

“This box has to be at least forty pounds” she looked at me like a deer caught in the head lights. I wasn’t mad –much- it was more concern for her wellbeing. Once the box was on the table I pulled Bella in for a hug. “I don’t want you to hurt yourself, so don’t do that anymore”

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I should have expected that she would have a nightmare, the trauma of having our home invaded was enough to unnerve me, I can only guess what memories it stirred in her. Removing my shirt that was full of tears and dirty from her nose I laid back down with her head on my chest. “We’ll change the locks tomorrow and figure out who it was, that will make you feel safer. It was just a dream Bella, I swear I would die before I let anyone hurt you.”

“Don’t say that!”

I wasn’t sure what she was talking about when she abruptly shot her head up to look at me. “I couldn’t stand it if something happened to you. I couldn’t take it”

Even in the darkness of the room I could see the fierceness in Bella’s eyes as the tears fell down her face. “Nothing is going to happen to me, and nothing is going to happen to you. Now stop with the tears and lets go back to sleep”

Cupping her face my thumb wiped away the tears as she nuzzled her cheek against my palm before turning her head to placing a soft kiss in the center of my hand. “Do you think I’m crazy?”

“No…” why the hell would I think that?  

“…I think it was a stressful night and I think you have a lot on your mind and have dealt with more in your life then any one person should have to deal with. I told you before baby, I think you are the strongest person I know; a lesser person would have called it quits a long time ago. Now let’s go back to sleep, I have a promise to keep to a dog”

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“Are we going to talk about it?”

“About what?” she truly didn’t know what I meant, so I held up her arm. Bella’s face fell “Oh”

I kept staring at her while she sat back down in her seat, waiting for her to start talking. Whatever happened she didn’t want to tell me, but I wasn’t giving her a choice I wanted, no I needed to know. Finally she sighed and started talking.

“I don’t know what you want me to say Edward I handled it, ingeniously I thought, I let her know that I wasn’t going to take any of her shit while still obeying you. Did I do wrong? Were you mad at me?”

Was I mad at her?

I figured I would let her answer her own question “Did you get punished?”

Bella shook her head at my question so I asked another one “Were you rewarded?”

The sweetest smile and blush broke out over her face “Several times” she admitted, making me chuckle, but I needed her to know something.

My fingers laced with hers on top of the table while I explained “The fact of the matter is…” I looked in her eyes “…Bella you shouldn’t have to handle shit.”

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“Come back here” Her steps were less hesitant on the way back over and I figured by the time we actually have to walk by other people she would have adjusted to the feeling of the rope.

Holding the bag on my lap Bella stood in front of me biting her lip while eyeing the bag when I moved it closer to my body her neck strained in an attempt to see what was inside. This time I chuckled at her interest. “Well, you are nosey tonight”

At my words Bella dropped her eyes looking almost sad “Your girl is sorry Master”

Cupping her chin I wanted her to look at me to show me the excitement she just had “No...No Isabella. I told you, this is your gift. You should want to see what it is.”

Her eyes lit up as she once again craned her neck to see what was in the bag “Why did Master buy his girl a gift?”

Why?

“Because I can. Because I thought she would like it. Because I want to see it on her.”

“What is it?”

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“You did your father’s wash?” that sounded like something a kid shouldn’t do.

“Yeah…since I was ten or eleven.” there must have been some kind of bewilderment on my face because she justified herself. “I told you this. Charlie worked all kinds of weird hours; mostly he would sleep during the day and …”

Breaking in to her train of thought I made the assumption “You did all the chores”

She shrugged “Someone had too”

I truly couldn’t imagine any ten year old taking it upon themselves to be responsible for keeping a house. I suppose that would be another reason why at the tender age of eighteen Bella thought herself ready for marriage. It seems so clear to me that she had hopes and dreams for a regular life, college, career and all the other things that eighteen year olds dream about. However in her advanced maturity she pushed her own happiness aside and took on the responsibility of trying to please someone else. I had thought Bella to be a natural submissive and it would seem like she was.

The mistake she made was in her choice of partners. I have no doubt that had he not been abusive she would have been a perfect wife. Bella did everything within her power to see to his happiness even to the point of losing her own.

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“Stay still Isabella” I told her placing my hand on her knee letting my fingers glide softly up the inside of her thigh. “You are to speak freely and tell me about this morning”

Bella’s brow furrowed, I thought that meant she was confused as to what I was talking about so I prompted “At breakfast, you gave Claire a bite of food, something happened, tell me about it”

“This one doesn’t know what you mean”

Bella was over thinking she needed to let go of her inhibitions and tell me what was at the root of her reaction. My fingers drifted over her outer lips while I tried to coax the answer from her “Picture it in your head, the fork coming out of Claire’s mouth…”

“She did what your girl said”

“Yes she did and what did that do to you?’ I asked while my fingers became more insistent in their movements.

Bella whimpered opening her knees a little wider “It made your girl want to tell her to do something else”

“What would my girl have her do?”

She answered without thinking “She don’t know”

That might have been an honest answer, it’s not like Bella has had any training in being the top, hell she was just learning the roll of the bottom. But I wanted to make sure so my question became more direct.  “Would you have Claire do something to you?”